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de my way into the bedroom t
pushed open the door and what I saw stopped me dea
ne he assured me was no threat to meâ€" rode him. She bounced u
e, frozen in
nt," she cried w
different emotions. Betrayal, anger, heartbreakâ€"they all swirled together in
le I just stood there, tear
Pamela looked back and threw a wi
, made my way out of the house, a
etrayed me with his ex on our matrimonial bed. And he had done this despite the reassurances he had given me
t again when I remembered
my best friend and I had gone to the bar to drown
ught it was the end of our meeting with each other but I met him again the next month when his enterprise was investing in my business. He
e, I had agreed to th
adn't, I wouldn't have foun
ed to myself as I trie
anted for myself â€"
morning for the past few weeks and it had been revealed that I was pr
happened if I had stayed home. Would I
as they walked past me and
?" someone st
reply, "Yes
ked the other woma
the tears from my eyes. "I
pull myself together as she left but my thought
nd like this, but anytime I expressed my worries, Brenton woul
t to call someone, anyone, but I don't know what to say. What do you say when you've just watched your husba
posed to happen
errified because I didn't know how being a mom would be. But now, this was the least of my wor
do this to
e cheated, or knowing that I'm carrying hi
ed to do? How can I bring a child into this mess? How can I trust him to be a father when he can't even
I can'
leeve of my jacket, tryin
o stay with him, to try to work things out for the sake of this
ying… Can I ever forgive him? Can I ever look at him again
t wound back the hands of time and stop what had happened. All I had t
ck home. I had to figure ou
*
airs leading to the front door. I could hear B
ered the room? What excuse w
h, I climbed up the stair
la on the sofa which she lay on. He looked up when I shut the door
d say a word,
he