s'
home was
or whatever slim chance I
ip on the steering wheel coul
under the sunlight, each sparkle a
at, picking at a loose thread on my blazer l
. The kind of silence that screamed
side gla
ine. She always does that when she's mad or if she's disappointed. Well, rarely for my bro
not just have self reflect
econd
re
o.
n
Eris?" she snapped, voice sharp
as. The gates of hel
he window, pretending the
overpriced houses and emoti
ude," she hissed. "I am DONE. Done, Eris! Do you
a rollercoaster you knew was about to
lled from Saint Veronica's for 'behavior unbecoming of a young lady.' And now, O
der my breath, "it was just
o hard the car jolted, and
art with me,"
h shut, fighting
se ho
ds away from launching her
ind therapists recommend when you're trying n
g between rage and despair. "I have to go to every meeting. Every pa
at me so hard I in
ruction like some... some reckless little
urther down
ost never yel
ll cool glares and
h
at only came out after years of
"You don't care about your reputation. You don't care about mine
ore than I wa
o keep our name clean?" she co
y... favors I have to call i
nd up in the a
t me like some spoiled brat? So you can em
yed q
gonna say? Sorry? Please. N
if trying to physically shake off
I didn't build this life from scratch, clawing my way out of nothing, just for
w blow.
rawling, grotesquely fancy thing that screamed "Loo
open automatically, but it stil
sat there, breathing heavily like she
ard and small in the
s stre
nu
oke, her voice
ins
to escape the car before she changed her
ouse, the ai
the emotional frost r
he door, slinking toward t
ding in your room," Victor
ering mid-air ove
g room
ike a kid being
e fireplace, arms cro
ness in a soap opera about
will attend every class. You will keep your head down. You will
l," I m
ris? You are one incident away from being black
d, staring her
eant for 'decent' sch
hed. A harsh,
ear
it harder t
ouse, trying to reassemble herself into the
saw it. The crack in the arm
ust angry. S
s gonna end
the world would gossip about for
ce rougher now, "I just w
the lump i
ow smal
, like she couldn't stan
iredly. "Just...
n't a
ra
rs and slammed my bedroom door behind m
g up at the chandelier I used to
dn't
essly through social media, and tried not to t
ut the truth buried un
fuckin