weight of a date, July 9th, pressing against her breasts. Actually, it is this day. Time hasn't really changed a lot for her. She could
ox lying under her bed. Inside, they would lay nineteen letters-al
d from the pack, smoothed over h
Adr
et here I find myself writing to you as if you were just away on some long trip and that one d
th letter. I think you should feel really spec
our hands hanging out the window, pretending we were flying. Do you remember the last time we did that? We talked about leavi
don't
, some unspoken goodbye hidden in your eyes-but there was nothing. Just sile
I will not say I hate you b
th: I m
en something was very wrong with me without me saying a wor
fe you live now-perhaps you have a world that
e part of me
a dumb thin
r y
mi
orpse. But Adrian could never leave her, could he? It was more of a haunting presence in the silen
rked to guilty surprise, Camille's pulse skipped a beat as she turned to the window. Outside, it looked like
st
typi
the bed, the letter still open in her hands. The small lamp that ill
h a single tear had slipped away. In quick, decisive motions
past the girl Adrian had left behind, yet at t
ark brown eyes now didn't brim with insane dreams, but were careful with age. Her hair, once wild, now fell
t was small but entirely her own, friends who never proud too much about her past
e always pro
ing on its edges as she whispered, "It's alrea
e words left her lips, a so
her life? Whispered it into the no
had never
had come to accept
barrage against the windows. Camille ground her teeth and meticul
last one," sh
was dead. He was not coming back. And
will throw the
hem; w
away for good
at she to
lle knew
to promise herself to stop, the ink
atter how long it's bee
ip back in just when