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my beer, zoning out despite the

ony yesterday and tonight, all the seniors are in Caleb's ba

anted money. They just said that to lure innocent teenagers, who will

t divorces, which I'm not pro

r any of my classes except for philosophy and literature which ar

have loyal fans but I want to be

on a published book of mine is so

uliet, my best friend, remarks disapprovingly

rubbing at my ears e

" I reproach,

having fun. She pulls away the empt

to her like a robo

her eyelashes at him and I roll my ey

. I mean, I have the occasional crushes here and there but then,

tes had boyfriends in college

also not ashamed of it. There's nothing wrong with havin

alternatives. Archer, my trust

perspiring glass and she thanks him calmly,

should be out there," she gestures behind her to the dance floor, "meeting the h

chaic expression as a

inally let go but before I zoned out, I'd looked around the whol

ing me furtive, suggestive glances all night, I cannot bring myself to go over to hi

uys are easy and they

ry, my vibrators and dildos will a

he bar turn to look at me and J

the other hides her

outed that a bit too

s night, trust me. You know most of the people here. In the real world,

she's right. I have had first row seats

rs and then leave her. Mom doesn't marry all her dates though, she's only marr

eir children and we're still sort of fri

eathe out in

hough," I say to Juliet as

gentle slap on my shoulder. Her eyes sparkle

my head

, you know how boys are," s

e coming from her? That

whiskey to revive my mo

stiffen. My blood pumps fierce and hot in my veins as my e

oleman shouts his st

my second glass of whiskey, wiping my mout

the hots for. From middle school to high school and then

d but we grew up and I realized and painfully a

ine, by being the best in classes I cherish, then he's m

llege years ago, i

ine, Halloween or machine. It's never

e Aaron was always tormenting me after school when mom use

one else

I'm Angel o

nything but Eva

ion and dislike for Aaron, I spin the s

on gasps mockingly, dramatically lifting a

hing, he's handsome. I could say he's one of t

ether. Girls always stared at him. Some boys as w

es, he's the s

l is currently styled in a way that some strands covering hi

rfect and his full lips

and you can't be mad at him. He handles it s

that Aaron had been my third kis

as I reject my brain tel

utely d

way,

harsh look and steps into my personal

uddenly says and I turn around to look

g and sipping from a bottle of be

r but everyone knows there's unde

"I don't have anythin

om you," she replies with a distant look

ing his very hard and sharp jaw, his ches

o suggest I want anything to do with

ing me and falling to my belly. It takes me a seco

n but hearing him outrightly reject me, with irritation and indig

esh and is obsessed with tormenting

aying that boys liked to bully girls they liked. Aaron w

d momentarily hurt and offended me with his comment,

let's

splutter at the same t