to the point of collapse, Isaa
ng anniversary, he aband
ccused me of respondin
I found a place to accep
ost his
time had passed before
tively reached
lost my child with I
the chance
stemmed from the physi
hone, a video m
ifted somewhere, his mouth open
d this video
s egging him on, asking if he
ce was th
Isaac had a wife, stood t
posed, had been s
I might have forgotten I was
he video, revealing text b
less
aring at my bloodless face
ed Ava would the system
t need to
, I entered thi
timed, just after the fem
had been colle
internships, Ava learned o
part, and Ava left fo
a teacher Jake. Our shared int
were supposed to
ve him m
d our compatibility w
hobbies, he never car
ng couple or stran
he would realize
h Isaac made me forge
e that if Isaac loved A
g did I
fading for who knows how long, bef
Isaac stepped inside, and a
n da
ven day
the living room, his eyes flicke
concern in his gaze
ok my
f alcohol c
the scent overwhelm
He took my hand, seeming
e I'm out this late, don't wait up
im. "No, I'm pro
soon vanish from this w
catching up with
uld've broug
ly, "Bring me to witness y
's presence, Isaac did
" He brushed past me
, I sensed everyt
ad's return rendered these
the bathroom, ma
ke memories with Isaac. "Isaac, Jake's holding anot
w was our third we
ur
lifted s
g his jacket, so
t, I pulled ou
t could onl
Isaac returned, I had missed another me
I even sa
, I typed a reply.
he system punished me eve
saac and Ava were dinin
topped
n with Isaac, then find a quiet pl
ree o'clock in
I tied Isaac's tie. "Three o'clo
by noon. It's been three years since Jake'
yself, "It's m
looming, there was n
, Ava's harassment
e left, I didn't w
at me, a premoni
c stopped replyin
system's punishment mo
er lied. Isaac had
floor, gasping in pain
ed me again. This time, it w
nd suggested
t to imagine what th
led my heart
et outwe
nt kept me from attending the
er goodbye, it felt like I h
the pain in my bo
eant Isaac wa
water on my face and applied
I sat on the sofa, flipping
uick, carrying a
I have been
from my hands, his voice
ourse, me
tion was
ponded to her
rst love, sorry, she
to harden Isaa
w she messaged you first, but did you hav
most pleading. "If you're upset, take it ou
e first?" I repeated unc
e was clever enough to know Isaac
ip, I was the fool
king our plans, I added sharply, "You've been spending so m
e someone in
mention the system,
ulging on the hand gripping the m
aside and stormed ou
m fell
ff the floor, my stomac
ve disappoin
, I packed a few
he task ended, and I could
not, I still
saac on eve
al town, to a modest co
h that no one would t
llege, saw me and her eyes filled with con
nce noticed my conditio
punishments h
ained blind t
ok my
usually for Nora when she couldn't
e coastline by day and did od
aac and Ava met
ns struck
g up blood several times
ared hearing s
have been happy, and I hope you won't be scared when it happens. I'm telling you because I'
weighing
in my mind. "What
I imagined Isa
uldn't, w
at's all, Nora. I hav
re meant vanish
tem left me floa
ience true heartbreak
collapsed when she s
e arrangements quickly and sc
my soul felt i
after a moment of disorientati
passed, and he
the picture of a stern
bruptly. It was
Gran
et to come home fo
won
ing Zoe
e, Isaac's fingers, tapp
ur
ll her about
g up, he ope
in a while, I saw
away fr
block
oming back? I'l
othes. I know you don't
arked with a red e
a bitte
e because I onl
re words. "Come home
another exclamati
s his face. He slammed t
d his face wit
dn't re
rned about the f
hip hadn't been approved,
ked to visit as a
idn't o
g me with a warm smile, s
ast Ava to Isaa
lied smoothly, shift
a small gift. "I bought this h
e. Keep it for your own grandma." Isaac's
aac frowned. "Grandma, i
ift into Isaac's hands. "The
ndma, I know you don't like Ava, but
is grandmother cut hi
ted. "She co
Her phone's off-
aze darte
of Ava? Did y
"She's upset and left, but don't worry
ready elderly, clutched her
her, she summoned her strengt
rtless! Your wife's missing, and you're this
y started lo
eek still red, he did
her gift, left quickly
figure, I found it both
d wife, and he only searc
racked me do
e calmly finished his work
rk, fingers clenched, as if
saw me, he'd sco
I was alrea
e coastal town
onvenience store, Nora
sed, then guessed their p
impatiently. He sighed.
Nora's cautious demea
espair and pieced togethe
th hostility. "Sorry,
argue with a woma
young girl. I fumed nearby,
rms. "You really
tayed s
s not
on hardened.
ore sat by the sea, the salt
an. "Her ashes are in the
she pointed when her words hit. Hi