ose who have worked for at least one year and I haven't been around for a mo

en asked as I sat hugging my knees

" I

ments later she gave off a thick smoke that immediately filled the room. I coughed sudde

n a prostitute have a boyfriend? And why would that man give up his girlfriend to

in surprise. "That's no

ristabell. I was born to a mother who was drunk, a prostitute and she never gave me a nor

lso as bitter as mine, or maybe even worse. "Carmen, I'm sorry,

She smile

" I tried to change the topic of

ing her story. "We meet once a week at

ss. Parrish kn

ot, nobody k

and carmen stubbed out his cigarette and walked over to me, she

in the bathroom where Alf

ure Alfons

.. He

u really su

e us, and I feel like Alfons

y are extr

ct someone, I can len

have family or friends to contact. To be hones

to contact

whoul

you miss

refuse

"I see it all in your eyes

, I know I can trust Carmen. "Yes, I can't forget him. That night, his gaze, the touch of his hands, his voice, the scent of his bod

n." Carmen handed

l, and it contained Richman's personal contact number. Maybe I could tell him straig

mind may I b

." She said as she got up

fo, I won't

up t

I don't have any jewelry, but that paper is my most valuable right now. I wrote down the number o

g." The woman's voice

answered

n't possibly say the name Richm

The woman seemed to be waiting

ista

he asked

it

ze the name of my agency, yes of co

ng tone was heard, until I heard her voice again. "Sorry, h

all and put Carmen's c

to you." The reason for the important meeting made me realize who I was, who I wa

ished calling

es

calling, why

e was going to sleep so I j

air by rubbing it

ing my whole body including my head and crying under the covers unt

ou." Carmen shook my body and I immediat

t confused. I didn't ev

ed me the number and I didn't even recognize it. Because the number Joel g

aybe your other friend " I really

initely not his number. So pick it up." Carmen, handed me the cellphone and I hesitantly took it,

I receive

been hearing a lot these days like hallucinations. And

ll phone number?

ly, I do not have a breath long enoug

my assista

breath. "Yes

to say?" He aske

g me, so I walked away to make sure this conversation was only between the t

y "what do you mean by w

ng The Ritz for sexual sa

to rule my life, young lady." He said

ody." I ans

your rights?" H

perately. But he didn't seem to give up on ma

was spent on those things that you th

ou

ht to decide what t

ou

r I'm going to do with my life and my money, no one has the right to control it

courage I had I said what was in my

at Carmen. It seems she came out of the room to

like me doing nothing. Don't you realize that you've bee

He lowered h

, I don't even know how much, and he does the same stupid t

pid man said

action just for a moment and have to pay a heavy price for it. Find the girl you love and marry h

arry women

money and you don't even have s

y how much you earn on a two-day show. How

out the agency,

care?" I swa

hould waste your money on me." I paused my

lle Zein." I wh

e?" His voice became hoar

ived in the same place, so it was possible fo

say that name again

concluded and he did not argue. He's silent, and I'm sorry to say it, I'm ev

perfect as your good looks, so don't make a bad part

w what you sai

n will turn out well, so I'll

stop selling yourself for the next three da

ke what I said to you. I will do everything in my power t

ncluding from

e replie

O

, see you

tomorrow?" I a

nd let you sit quietly in the room for an hour without

O

me." He said and somehow my cheeks felt hot

d him to correct by saying h

to Carmen. Apparently he was listening to our conversatio

g." She said and I immediately

ible."

essed with you h

eel very embarrassed

r do you guys want to try my tips with Alfons? Go to a cheap nigh

n, a super rich man who couldn't co

man's name?"

n't ask

and enjoy hanging out with the middle class guy. Like you

to end the conversation about the man so that Carmen doesn't know that it wa

iled happily under the blanket. I think I'm really going to have a nice d