Derailment

ho cheated on me. His

his infidelity had warned me

ets. I still want

that he would invite th

face was stiff from smiling, and my legs ached from stand

leep, but I couldn't see

kept replaying the scene from

th, the one who left the deepest impres

ous cash gift, wishin

ing all day, and my muscles had gotten u

f us, and naturally positioned herself next to Brad. My body tensed. Then, I saw Brad

But in my mind, the image of them passionatel

cause I heard the person taking the

rad took my hand, asking if I was tired. I shook my he

ide, didn't shed a tear, they cried their makeup off. One of my friends who knew that Bra

ad also pursued her, but that

all the guests, our parents went home

y silhouettes of our wedding photo in the dark, I a

his infidelity, I t

a friend witnessing it and telling

th his radio station colleagues, and

oommate told me he hadn

ering place, looking at the entrance of those hotels. I saw him come out of a hotel room, blear

kfast into the trash and w

him, saying he drank too much a

my head hurts, a

the cafeteria, buying him war

he unbuttoned his coat, and I saw a kiss

mitted it. After a long sil

he meant, so

r, he came back to me to get back

foolish, but I just smi

w that all of this