My Ex-Husband Wants Me Back

tech company and was having trouble delivering a code before deadline and had asked my husband Saul Johnson to come over her house on weekend to help her with her code. Saul being an

a wonderful opportunity to work with him in one of the biggest financial institutions of the world. My hus

ed me to Shiela. I had acknowledged at the time that Shiela was important to Saul and had this uncomfortable feeling in my gut that she might mean more to him than just a friend. But Saul had dismissed my concerns with a laugh saying they had grown up knowing each other and he saw her more as a sister than anything else. That

have misunderstood the situation. It made me cry back then and Saul had comforted me but asked to divert from the topic so we wouldn't end up fighting. Thats when I knew how protective he was of her. I guess she was like a sister to him so he might feel a certain instinct to protect her, but it had still hurt at the time. From then on I had decided to keep my conversations and meet-ups with Shiela limited and avoid her as much as possible. She just wasn't the type of person I would consider making

ething in me had shifted. Although I had forgiven him for this instance like I had forgiven multiple instances in the past where he had unintentionally hurt me (I mean who breaks up their marriages for such little things, especially when you had a kid?) but unknowingly a kind of space had been created between us. It hurt even more than the day when I got badly sick and he had left for his work like nothing has happened even though when he had been sick I had all but dedicated my entire days getting him back t

in one hand and my son in the other, I heard a sound coming from inside. It sound was unmist

hinking. Absolutely not. I

my denial had achieved shattered. It felt like every bone in my body was tr

and my mind was running a mile per second. I knew what had to be done. I know how my husband reacts when I blame him for anything. He instantly starts gaslighting me making me

s "sister". The disgust in me was evident. This was enough evidence and I stopped recording and kept my phone away. My

forgive. This was a sin I was not willing to forgo for the sake of my child. This was the m