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Chapter 4 | 4 | Hope in Desperation

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reathe in sharply as my eyes flicker open. The bright light th

it

se in the next, my vision clears and I feel the intense ache shooting through my body. However, it is not the ache of the br

n my back and muscles, the cracking of my joints meeting my ears as I bow my head. Dry blood, blisters, and th

sn't r

edge of my wound, a searing sting shoots to its roots and I wail out in pain. My voice quavers,

obb

ow so much as the strap of my bra to touch my chest. My stomach turns, a sickening

sides, seeing my reflection on the mirrored walls beside me. Beneath me, I sit on the hard white tiles,

s when I catch sight of a man dressed in black attire standing on the other side of th

zoo. From the blond hair on his head to the combat boots concealing his feet, I c

y didn't shoot me on the spot, they'

. His arrogance radiates off of him like the heat from the sun on a summer afternoon. With his hands

at me with hooded eyes and stoic features. Unlike myself, he doesn't seem fazed in the slightest and

e says as he reaches his

o much as laying a finger on me. My eyebrows furrow at him, my ey

ot everyday that we come ac

ike mysel

e adds. "It's qu

ly before he says, "You almost have the features of a Diallo, your skin almost matches the sha

f my hair in his hand. "And finally," he holds one of my curls between his thumb, index and middle finger

he tells me, "I've never seen anything like you.

mo

s lips, spitting unde

e?" I seethe through my

only when I ask you a question, an

w I'm not

zed that he was with you and more than likely like you, he di

fraid of what he will do to me-what's the worst? Death? I am prepared for

jumped head firs

t know,

, my head effortlessly whips to the side. A yelp escapes my mouth, the palms

p, shifting my weight to one hand, the

y, and as I turn my head to him, my eyes snapping to meet his dark

ng to happen by the mere shift of his demeanor: he wi

g anything to lose is tha

him, "I wasn't with him when he got away

of amusement in his eyes–not the good kind

is fist and pulls me up to my feet. I hiss through my te

ll behind me and presses the side of my face harshly against it. There is a clipboard in h

Report'. A row of questions fill the page, and at t

etail, Mr. Asshole pulling my hair even ha

answering-that is until he brings the edge of

was

f my throat, tears well my eyes

his hold. I reach for his hands, gripping the back of his as I di

he finally draws the clipboard away from me. It stings and I ca

u come from?"

and suddenly stop is wishful thinking, and the pain in

ing the lives of every innocent man, woman, and child living i

l be executed

ams fill the air, but they'

He says. "That is

e ripped from me when I was branded a

ecorde

and I thrash back against his

teeth as he tightens his hold and pull

alize it until he hisses and threatens, "Those fin

Say.

will is no match for it as I subc

," he chuc

o regard for me, I'm disgusted when I feel the

ispers in my ear as he brings

't resist, breat

ki,

the first question that has been answered 'yes': Was X subject off

er," I mutter t

on, shaking his head a

throat as he digs the edge of the clipboard into my wound onc

ss for words

a..." I stutte

what?" He

lle

a

mb, pulsating ever-so-slightly as he slowly draws the clipboard away from me. Blood soaks t

my chest, "this here serves a purpose

at

n't know if he's being sarcastic or not, but I finally understand

ur name?" h

what

..

" he nud

es my d

m what he wants to

h as he disgustingly praises me with a satisfacti

onto my hair tighter before harshly thrashing me onto the tile floor. The s

onchalantly states. "Around here, you listen the first t

own the side of my face, mixing with my blood. He draws a pen from his pocket and jots

as if he can't see the obvious question that follows bef

ike my own, weak as I re

so hard, was

rs his throat and sets his hands behind his bac

be back and you will be taken to court where you w

th me. The loathe that I feel toward this man c

to die,

y walks toward the glass door and it opens. He takes a step forward, and m

e room and says, "If you get thirsty, the toilet is right th

softly, allowing myself to sink into the hopeless spiral, knowing that if he, w

nd his inborn privileges have made him the monster

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Contents

Chapter 1 | 1 | X Chapter 2 | 2 | Under Watchful Eyes Chapter 3 | 3 | Branded Chapter 4 | 4 | Hope in Desperation Chapter 5 | 5 | Chains of Custody Chapter 6 | 6 | Through Tinted Glass
Chapter 7 | 7 | Desperate Measures
Chapter 8 | 8 | Conflicted
Chapter 9 | 9 | The Master's Domain
Chapter 10 | 10 | A Game of Survival
Chapter 11 | 11 | A Dangerous Proposition
Chapter 12 | 12 | The Master's Pawn
Chapter 13 | 13 | A Forbidden Request
Chapter 14 | 14 | Silent Rebellion
Chapter 15 | 15 | Breaking Point
Chapter 16 | 16 | Cold Embrace
Chapter 17 | 17 | Fragile Truce
Chapter 18 | 18 | Power Play
Chapter 19 | 19 | Of His
Chapter 20 | 20 | Game of Secrets
Chapter 21 | 21 | A Seat at the Table
Chapter 22 | 22 | Game of Control
Chapter 23 | 23 | Tequila Poolside
Chapter 24 | 24 | A Silent Conspiracy
Chapter 25 | 25 | Sunrise
Chapter 26 | 26 | A Quiet Sunday
Chapter 27 | 27 | Shattering Truth
Chapter 28 | 28 | The Edge of Submission
Chapter 29 | 29 | A Fine Line
Chapter 30 | 30 | Righteous Punishment
Chapter 31 | 31 | A Fragile Promise
Chapter 32 | 32 | Illusion of Control
Chapter 33 | 33 | A Calculated Power Play
Chapter 34 | 34 | Under His Watch
Chapter 35 | 35 | Dangerous Accusations
Chapter 36 | 36 | A Shadow of Doubt
Chapter 37 | 37 | Worth Dying For
Chapter 38 | 38 | My Confession
Chapter 39 | 39 | The Morning After
Chapter 40 | 40 | Moment of Clarity
Chapter 41 | 41 | The Binding Oath
Chapter 42 | 42 | Moments of Vulernability
Chapter 43 | 43 | Love and Duty
Chapter 44 | 44 | Silent Scream
Chapter 45 | 45 | Darkest Hour
Chapter 46 | 46 | A Prison of Pain
Chapter 47 | 47 | Pills and Promises
Chapter 48 | 48 | Healing Scars
Chapter 49 | 49 | To Protect My Innocence
Chapter 50 | 50 | Crumbling Walls
Chapter 51 | 51 | Reckoning
Chapter 52 | 52 | Growing Pains
Chapter 53 | 53 | Solace of Silence
Chapter 54 | 54 | A New Path
Chapter 55 | 55 | Beneath the Surface
Chapter 56 | 56 | The Perfect Image
Chapter 57 | 57 | Power in Silence
Chapter 58 | 58 | The King's Gambit
Chapter 59 | 59 | The Power of Deception
Chapter 60 | 60 | Lasting Promises
Chapter 61 S2 | 1 | Gathering Storm
Chapter 62 | 2 | Edge of Oblivion
Chapter 63 | 3 | Mask of Anger
Chapter 64 | 4 | Fading Reflection
Chapter 65 | 5 | The General's Welcome
Chapter 66 | 6 | Beneath the Mask
Chapter 67 | 7 | A Choice Unmade
Chapter 68 | 8 | A Question of Faith
Chapter 69 | 9 | Where Shadows Meet
Chapter 70 | 10 | Delicate Balance
Chapter 71 | 11 | Intoxicating Promises
Chapter 72 | 12 | Out of His Shadow
Chapter 73 | 13 | Where Loyalties Lie
Chapter 74 | 14 | In the Shadow of Power
Chapter 75 | 15 | Midnight Confessions
Chapter 76 | 16 | Queen and Pawn
Chapter 77 | 17 | New Eyes
Chapter 78 | 18 | Shadows on the Path
Chapter 79 | 19 | The Art of Deception
Chapter 80 | 20 | Sweet Submission
Chapter 81 | 21 | Glass and Steel
Chapter 82 | 22 | The Silence That Follows
Chapter 83 | 23 | Careful Boundaries
Chapter 84 | 24 | Beautiful Lies
Chapter 85 | 25 | Beneath Pretty Things
Chapter 86 | 26 | Strings of Control
Chapter 87 | 27 | Beautiful Cage
Chapter 88 | 28 | A Wife's Role
Chapter 89 | 29 | A Monster's Heart
Chapter 90 | 30 | Three Words Unanswered
Chapter 91 | 31 | A House of Restless Souls: Part 1
Chapter 92 | 32 | The Monster That Loves you: Part 2
Chapter 93 | 33 | Between the Ripples
Chapter 94 | 34 | Illusions of Perfection
Chapter 95 | 35 | Eyes That Shouldn't Linger
Chapter 96 | 36 | Lessons in Rebellion
Chapter 97 | 37 | Collared by His Name
Chapter 98 | 38 | In the Shadow of His Will: Part 1
Chapter 99 | 39 | Rebellion's First Taste: Part 2
Chapter 100 | 40 | The Ghost of Goodbye
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