A Bond That Can't Avoid

ades of yellow grass, pulling them out of the ground in clumps, roots and all. I sigh enjoying the quiet woods surrounding me. The

ws rustling in the small breeze. Sometimes it was ugly, bitter cold, dead brown clumps of leaves clogging the drains in the road. This was my life,

looking for you Cay?" A

ake. Honey brown hair falls around my face and shoulders, blending into the leaves beneath me. The wavy hair curls around them, twisting and latching

ld have been thoroughly ruined

ing up slightly. The sun and earth are the only elements of tranquility that I have left, my past screwed me, and my future is screwing me now, th

u're ruinin

ning itself."

I could almost hear

r Nature y

s in the beautiful shades of orange, yellow and red. "Now come on." His voice w

n my stomach, looking up at him. "Out of all the girls, the only w

d next to mine, shaking the earth beside me. Leaves swoosh up behi

erything is bad

t." As I thought about this I grabbed more grass, taking my anger out on it, squeezing it until all that's left are wet globs of grass and mud. "

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as if it were angry. Just like me. "Carina think about the good you're doing for the pack, everyone will love

ot that loyal person everyone wants and I'm not sacrificing anything, it's being taken a

brushes it away. "You'll be Beta Female." He tried again to calm

and up swiftly, I need to leave. "Evan I can and will never be a

it for the pack, for Beta James." A loud slap rang thr

doing this

er in confusion as he absent

hat?" He says quie

g." I annou

He waves his hands around, gesturin

him upsid

heels digging into the freshly overturned grass. All that could be heard was loud, p

he rocks sliced into them, but my drive was controlling me, not pain. My breathing was rough and heavy, my wolf was screaming to come out,

be like when I became rogue or would I try to join a pack. Wou

ounds of howls, my legs pushed

make, I