nscious decision to shift her attention towards the more immediate and pressing needs that require her attention. Her primary concern at the moment is how she intends to secure a j

e. She can't help but observe his features once again, and she feels intrigued by what she sees. Suddenly, Ethan makes a deep sound in

e,” she though

led jawline. His lashes were so long and luscious that they could rival any woman's, and when he turned his head, his high cheekbones caught the light in a

ime of her phone starts her and sh

ave had a one-night stand with a strang

o comply with her principal's requests, even though she knew it c

, she felt very shy and would probably die of emb

e bed, picked her clothes from the floor, an

mire Ethan on the bed, thinking to herself that this might be the only time someone this goo

ards the door. She reaches out and grasps the handle, turning it with

o an open window and takes a seat while calmly observing the passersby outside the window. A waitress comes up to her seat and asks her what

rs, not concerned or mindful of the time. Her thought

job hunting again” Drops her

ing is already killing me,” she says a

the passers-by, analyzing their lives by how they looked. Just th

well loved. Happy with a stable job and just no stress, Struggles, and sad

time, silently thinking. After so

t today to earn money urg

o Pay for her drink. After paying she

a vacanc

d the Counter replies. Lili

to the nearest internet cafe. She planned to use their

de, she chooses a computer far from the door. Better

; only a few patrons could be seen sitting in different chairs in front of some computers. The place, alth

roblem wasn’t the lack of jobs, but, if the available jobs were easy for her to take on and if it were close

on store with a pay not good enough considering the bills she had to pay in a short amount of time. It is a s

thing being she has never been comfortable being in the atmosphere of others. Lilian had always

en she would feel Like taking the train instead of walking the short distance or as the case generally is with her, for days when she would wak

best friend Tonia about it f

the services, and walks out of the gam

e passed by the park close to her house and stopped to look at the children playing in the park with their mothers close by watching ov

e ones. Enjoy it” With that sa

ut her phone from her bag and calls her

g energy that made everyone around her feel happy. Her voice was so livel

Not good at all

n? You don’t sound

hone. Can you come over to my pla

no, she was an amazing friend

e. And I will bring a bottle of whis

ly. Tha

welcome

sconnects

ehind her. For a minute she stands there in her small sitting ro

face, she looks up at the ce

ck follows me everywhere I go

ted, leaving her feeling helpless and hopeless. She wonders if things