The time when everything came tumbling down and I no longer knew what I stood for. T
mate... by himself, tossing me to the curb like I was noth
e started off as friends in kindergarten, and when we
lossomed into romance. He asked me to be his girlfriend a
of ours, it was impossible for anyone not to know us. I clung to him
ll
ble to get me to always train with him as I never had friends to train wit
ut of his stupid mouth like a hormonal teenager; but then, you wouldn't
mean, who would think otherwise? We were like two perfec
til his twentieth birthday party, the e
pm. He pulled up in front of my house in his shiny black Mu
ar more than me, and even though he would sometim
ew the risks of getting myself, a lowly girl, involved with
h; but for my Stepfather and his child, I pinned it on jealousy, telling myself that th
second that he hadn't opened the door for me, an
?" I asked
What's with these ugly drabs you always wear all the time
e beige-colored dress I was wearing. It was old, bu
especially not for a birthday party that isn't mine!" I explain
s car speed, "...just know that I hate them sometime
ms, knowing fully well that he would ch
ially my raven hair. A lot of times in the past, he had tried t
at I wanted but as soon as the hair stylist combed out my hair to sta
emed to have a problem with everybody. We continued that way until we arrived at his m
ed into my ear, whilst playing with a tendril of my ha
to give him the answer that he ha
months now to sleep with him, to allow him to take my virginity. Each time, I had turned him
uld happen if Michael and I didn't turn out to be mates, and this thought, as n
d up at him, looking i
or another kiss, and with a playful dan
s. With my arm linked through Ariana's, we talked
be with; and as I grew older, I realized later on in life that I
end, and the effects of the alcohol had already begun to seep in, Michael quickly rose to h
" I started to say but stopped when
mble under his breath while I watch
ody's dresses, and when he got to me, he stopped, inhaled deeply
t that meant, but before I could fully celebrate this win,
t. I tried to touch him but as soon as I str
it can't be!" He continued, ey
him. Embarrassment made my face go red and for a while, I couldn't he
owled, storming away from me but then before running away f
wasn't sure whether to be happy that I was
d smelled anger from him, and disgust. I could feel my entire bod
quite obvious now that he didn't want it to be me. I
his friends laughing hysterically. Then like a co