peak of clo
with its go
these fam
d me from
in feminine weaknesses which made her all the more lovable to those people who understood her, and all the more incongruous and irritating to those who did not. Christopher, too, rested in an oasis of happiness just then. He was an adept in the study of Elisabeth, and he knew perfectly well what had passed
re counted as unimportant if not sinful, and where wisdom and righteousness are held to be the two only ends of life. Perhaps in a former existence-or in the person of some remote ancestor-Christopher had been a knightly and devoted cavalier, ready to lay down his life for Church and king, and in the meantime spending his days in writing odes to his mistress's eyebrow; and now he had been born into a strict Puritan atmosphere, where principles rather than persons commanded men's loyalty, and where romance was held to be a t
hat when he met Felicia and saw that she was fair, he straightway elected her to the office which Elisabeth had created and then declined to fill; and because human nature-and especially young human nature-is stronger even than early training or old associations, Felicia fell in love with him in return, in spite of (possibly because of) her former violent prejudice against him. To expect a person to be a monster and then to find he is a man, has very much the same effect as expecting a person to be a man
living green; for them the mountains and hills broke forth into singing, and the trees of the field clapped their hands. Most men and women have known one spring-time such as this in their liv
nge new country, and had shut the door in her face. There was no place for her in this fairyland of theirs; they did not want her any longer; and although she was too large-hearted for petty jea
m was so strong within her that she could not resist it; and she took as much trouble to win the admiration of women as of men. Therefore, Alan and Felicia having done with her, for the time being, she turned her attention to Christopher; and although he fully comprehended the cause, he none the less enjoyed the effect.
stopher happened to drop in about tea-time. He had a way of appearing upon the scene when Elisabeth needed him, and of effacing himself when she did not. He also had a way of smoothing down all the little faults and tria
at the situation
y he shouldn't, when you haven't
and strait-laced, can see no harm in that. It seems to me a thing that a man might do
for the woman; y
the dulness of the woman is a consummation so devoutly to be prayed against.
e other woman has
lied; "but I can't for the life of m
nobody is in but me, and it is so stuffy to stay in the house now we
qually busy consoling
out what it
stic seat where they had sat together scores of times; and Elisabeth thought about the g
is in love with Felicia?
the supposition,"
wasn't capable of
n the least mean that he wasn't
" Elisabeth remarked, looking at him through the very eyelashes abo
ossess strange gifts of divination. I remember that you once expounded to me th
good-looking," E
rest friend coul
has sweet
is the sort of girl tha
lovely
conclude. I have never ruffled it-nor tried
ruffling peop
e's tempers
rt of pe
u do. The people I care about can not be counted by 'sorts
an me, don't you?" Elisabeth a
se matters I think it wise to take your stateme
you are
ter than you do." An
e you all
ighly sati
way of talking about things dazzled me somehow. But after a time I found out t
t he takes himself in more than he takes in other people, and he really means well." Ch
e about the troubles of the poor you were rowing Johnnie Stubbs ab
you, I am afraid that poor Johnnie Stubbs would have had to remain on dry land. I merely took the advice of the g
Chris! You never own u
p to my good points that exis
on a journey; she always says she has so many packages, and so many th
abeth was pleased with him. "Let us wander back to our muttons," he said, "which, being interpreted, mea
. "She is the sort of person w
l' is the most correct adjective f
the pencil sket
t how
d think she is really an easy five-and-forty, accelerated by limited means and an exacting conscience. She is always bothering about sins a
re on the exc
kind of religion it makes me angry. It seems to caricature the whole thing. She appears to think that Chris
dear w
as bad as reducing the number of the fixed stars to pounds, shillings, and penc
t persons do that. They make mistakes, I admit, but they don't know that they
love should never talk about
le, can't; so who is to conduct authorized conversati
hrough it, and so know all
n to read a paper on the same before the College of Surgeons; and, in the second, I should say-for the sake of argument-that the man who has been through eternity
ld and the next-first to know it and then to be guided by it. I am sure that she wishes that the Bible had been written on the principle of that dreadful
Herbert a lady, wouldn'
ve affairs; and if a woman is a lady when she talks about her love affairs,
alled Miss Herbert a
w; it always turned out ladie
maintained that it
as a sop to what's-his-name, becaus
at himself for doing it (knowing that her present graciousness to him merely meant that she was dull, and wanted somebody to pla
Herbert like?
the sort that seems to regard the Almighty as a blindly indulgent and easily-hoodwinked Father
n. I quite think that among themselves they talk of 'the dear devil.' And yet '
aults, Christopher; whenever you have seen a funny side to anything you never see any othe
our exhaustive and gratuitous spiritual diagnosis. To c
find it out some day, altho
or rather absence of religious views-with her code of the next w
d always wears blinkers. It shies a good deal at gnats, I own; but it can run in double-harness with a camel, if worldly considerations render such a
get thee a husband if thou be so shrew
en people put religious things in a horrid light, it makes you feel as i
an say that makes 'my l
religion; and I don't believe that religion means that sort of giving up at all. Of course, God is pleased when we do what He wishes us
lease another person, one often ends by enjoying the doing of the thi
eir time with you, and do what you were doing, when you knew all the time th
theology, but he knew exactly how people felt when th
to be with them; and if they didn't really care to be with you, you wouldn't thank them for unselfishness in the matter. So if an ordinary man like yo
s. The more one loves a person, the more one wishes that person to be worthy of love; and though we don
are rather a reserved, cold-hearted person, and not at all af
ople-but in my own way, as you s
at forced and artificial de
understand as
y love each other, because their two wills are merged in one, and each finds his own happiness in the happiness of the other. And I don't believe that God wants us to give up our
, I believe tha
y in which you care for Mr. Smallwood and Cousin Maria and me. That's a very nice friendly sort of caring, I admit, and keeps t
n't it? I should have thought t
ttachment would teach one-not as much as Al
you thi
anything, Chris, though we've always been fond
e, for you have taught me a g
ime I've taught you anything, I have changed my mind about it myself, and find
should find it at all a bother
all over again, and teach you different." Elisa
t. Some lessons are so hard to master that life would be unbearable if
I know what it is-you've got a headache; I can see it in
ssi
boy! Doe
consid
you had
d he added to himself, "ever since I can
s sleeve affectionat
e and she were alike dependent upon Miss Farringdon's bounty, and they had neither anything of their own? He rejoiced that Alan Tremaine had failed to win her love; but he scorned him as a fool for not having succeeded in doing so when he had
t! If I had only the means to make her happy, I would talk to her about herself and me until she was tired of the subject-and that wouldn't be this side Doomsday. And she thinks that I am cold-hearted!" But wha
ow. I wonder if that is because he has left off making love to me, or be
re a little over his own head. As a matter of fact, I believe I mentioned this conviction to
It seems to me that you
usky voice, but with a very kindly smile. "I am older, you see, for one thing; and I have
gh you always know when I am wrong or fool
t the word; and yet women were sup
foolish," he said, "as long as you are
ally think
ow you could w
are a very restful person, Chris; when my mind gets tired with worrying over things and trying to
, you see; and w
get the utmost I can out of everything, I shall spend the first three thousand years of eternity sitting quite still upon a fixed star
han two thousand years at the outside. By that time you'd have pulled yourself togeth
oy that," lau
els, if they were
lasting and satisfactory of the two. Somehow the mere presence of Christopher had quite cured the sore feeling that Alan and Felicia had left behind them when they started for their walk without even asking her to go with them; and she was once more sure of the fact that she was necessary to somebody-a certainty without which Elisabeth could not live. So her imaginatio
" he said, after she had be
ed that hens are just like tea-pots, and cocks like coffee-pots? Look at them now! It seems as if an army of
t here are Miss Herbert and Tremaine return
away; he had a wonderful power of exterminating the little foxes which would otherwise have spoiled Elisabeth's vines; and again she said to herself how much better a
to be prepared for that; but she had anticipated a fierce warfare in the soul of Felicia between the directly opposing principles of this young lady's mother and lover. To Elisabeth's surprise, this civil war never took place. Felicia accepted Alan's doubts as unquestioningly as she had formerly accepted Mrs. Herbert's beliefs; and as she loved the
, so to speak; at any rate, Felicia's mother was not one of the bright exceptions; and-from a purely commercial point of view-a saving faith does not go so far as a spending income, and it is no use pretending that it does. So Mrs. Herbert smiled upon her daughter's engagemen
in the early summer, "it is such a comfort to Mr. Herbert and myself to know that our dear child is so comfortab
ster of the Moat House, was merciful. "He is an extremely interest
mparatively early in life of both his parents, and so ought rather to be pitied than blamed," agreed Mrs. Herbert, who would cheerfully have poured o
no end of things for the work-people at the Osierfield. It is a pity th
e elect? It is often those who seem to be the farthest from the kingdom that are in truth the nearest to it." Mrs. Herbert had d
ly would be a splendid sort of person if he were only a Christian; and it seems such a
ung. I would advise you to turn to the thirteenth of First Corinthians, and see for yours
as a thing apart, and of treating it from an "in-another-department-if-you-please" point of view;
ired for her; and she will enter it, not on sufferance, but as one of themselves. I can not tell you what a pleasure it is to Mr. Herbert and myself to think of our beloved daughter as a regular county lady; it quite makes up for all the little self-denials
world was praising her for doing well to herself. "I can not think how a clever man like Alan ever
man's falling in love with you, darling, you
is so different
she made a note of it to report to Christopher afterwa
adfully afraid that he will be disappointed in me when he gets to know me bet
a man living that would really
and you, of course, aren't a millionth part as clever as Alan. And then he has such grand thoughts, too; he is always wanting to help other people, and
rs that have been within our reach are neve
er that he was at a premium; when she found she could do without him, she did. As for him, he loyally refrained from blaming Elisabeth, even in his heart, and cursed Fate instead; which really was unfair of him, considering that in this matter Elisabeth, and not Fate, was entirely to blame. But Christopher was always ready to find excuses for Elisabeth, whatever she might d
ust as it is difficult for them to believe that a train is going direct to the place appointed to it in Bradshaw, until they have been verbally assured upon the point by two guards, six porters, and a newspaper boy. Ne
h her at the Moat House; and Elisabeth smiled to herself-and to Christopher-
hem as carefully as if she were sending them to the wash. You'll find there won't be a single one omitted-not even the second
s always ready for Elisabeth's feeblest sallies, "to draw the good soul out fo
iled to you in chronological order; you have but to whisper the word 'clothes,' and the iniquities of her dressmaker's bill are laid bare before your eyes. Should the conversation glance upon Mr. Herbert, his complete biography becomes your own possession; and should the
e perceptions. I am frequently struc
outpourings on Felicia's happiness; when I come back I expect I shall be able to
to be less sure of her own buoyant strength, and less certain of her ultimate success in everything she undertook; and, if it did, he felt that he should have an ugly account to settle with life. He was willing for Fate to knock him about as much and as hardly as she pleased, provided she would let Elisabeth alone, and allow the girl to go on believing in herself and enjoying herself as s
out driving with her husband; and, to Elisabeth's surprise, there was no sign of the jubila
he said, kissing Elisabeth; "it is lo
lonely all by themselves in pleasures and palaces. I expect they do, but they put up with the loneliness for th
ul place," agreed Mrs
re reserved with Elisabeth; she was often amazed at the rapidity with which they opened their inmost hearts to her. Probably this accoun
ainst my principles to own it, because I do so hate the autumn. I wish we could change our four seasons for two springs and two summers. I am so happy in the summer, and still
are pretty-ver
I wanted you to see Felicia's home at its very best; and, a
ed a most beautiful home, and I am sure
any impossible ideal of a husband as she is with Alan; I should want to quarrel with him just for the fun of the thing, and to find out his faults for the
her light blue eyes filled with tears. "Oh! my dear," she
ed tragedy when she met it face to face; and she knew
m sure you are not very strong, and so your nerv
er-her mother who has worshipped her and toiled for her ever since she was a little baby? And I, who can read her thro
y, for her quick insight told her that Mrs. H
first they are married, and seem to regard marriage as a special invention and prerogative of
I thought that no unmarried woman knew anything, and that no married woman knew anything but myself; but, as you say, I soon grew out of that. Why, I was quite ready, after I had been marrie
hat Felicia is like that
ady Patchingham's visit, and Felicia said, 'Mamma won't go with us to-day, Alan dear, because the wind is in the east, and it always gives her a cold to drive in an open carriage when the wind is in the east'? Oh! I saw plain enough that she didn't want me to go wit
she wisely said nothing, but took Mrs
ng Felicia to marry a man who is not a t
r the sake of punishing. He has to train us, and the training hurts
e into the counsels of the Almighty. But I did it for the
sure y
, and introduced to second-rate people; and I longed and prayed that my darling Felicia should be spared the misery and the humiliation which I had had to undergo. You won't understand it, Elisabeth. People in a good position never do;
s; and Mrs. Herbert, encouraged b
dies overlook her as they had so often overlooked me. So when Alan wanted to marry her, and make her into a fine lady herself, I was overwhelmed with joy; and I felt I no longer minded what I had gone th
and; and God un
hink He is punish
ng Felicia-and perhaps yo
ave us a moment's trouble or anxiety. Then we pinched and pared in order to be able to afford to send her to Fox How; and when her education was finished there wasn't a more perfect lady in the land than our Felicia. Oh! I was proud of her
doing it to punish you, dear; believe me, He isn't. Why, even the ordinary human beings who are fond of us want to cure our faults and not to punish them," she continued, as the memory of Christopher's unfailing patience with her suddenly came into her mind, and s
in some measure to understand the love of the God Whom we

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