se coul

naively thought tha

t the hospital, all kinds of rumors

famous director and was caught in the

was Jimmy's revenge. He spread thes

iling, Richard's mother sh

ring Jimmy's room in my face, which sh

lling, "You seduced Jimmy, whom I have kn

my's wife claimed she caught you in his ro

didn't explain

her friend of decades or didn

s opportunity to break the rela

mised

make a scene in front of my paren

, I had already been d

p, he was confused and tried to salvage the relationshi

e feel wretched

eir daughter and in so much pain

t it, I can't forgive e

knew clearly that Richa

ing night after night, but I couldn't even make a sound

in of the breakup, the first

eak, I still wanted to con

ecorded Jimmy's vulgar and offensive rema

inion battle. But i

certain in the entertainment indus

d me, but there are also people who

director who had been in the entertainment ind

nd nobody dared to approach me for filmi

gritting my teeth alone and endur

again to plead his case, and he is definitely trying

I remained silent in my

g in the corridor with day-old stubbl

el cold. We stood silently facing each

nd hoarsely said, "Let's not

him, his sudden softness made my menta

" He came in and pulled me

or my potential outburst on the way back, so he

d to laugh for a while an

didn't make a fuss when he held m

ere quietly. Even m

just couldn

red and sleepy, he began to fidget after

asked, "Aren't you s

ed his stubble against my n

moved, he p

ce and looked de

aze, refusing t

d he tightened his grip o

d I turned pale, gritting my

ll you wanted was sex with me?" He laughed softly

utside, with soft and continuous rust

felt suffocated. "Yes, I just

anger, but it was impossible

e French window and tried my b

d have let go decisively at that mome

reunion, neither of us dared

ared to

ew that it was a t

it, it would i

would continue to grow there a

nk you for that?"

dumping you?" I answered my own

elf with both hands and looked at me with deep

t I couldn't resist the temptation of the e

t searching for the truth bu

d me from mentioning hi

t kind of shameful existence,

r marry into

asingly desolate. "I was a little unwilling and regretful

ome connection between us after three years of love even if we were to part wa

ly, looking puzzled and surpris

ars. I've been holding back my desire for you. No matter how you be

his madness, knowing it was wrong but af

but I'm afraid we'll never

rms and hugged me, soft

tle word, he easi

sed my eyes, and whispered, "I'm sorry for treatin

ted to say sorry

I thought about how h

on the dignity of so

lful and helpless. I didn't kn

me again and r

I thought he had fallen a

nd of him turning ove

s soon dressed and sitting on the e

more pronounced. I quietly crawled back into bed an

g sorry?"Richard stood by the bed, hooki

th him, so I muttered the wor

urst out laug

me and the blanket and pulled me

ftly, "Still

he best ending fo

.

ure, it won't be of me looking down on h

simple farewell af

not