re was no overcoming or getting used to the agony or the soreness in my heart. My phys

Same wounds that had been inflicted on me b

ly one that remembers it. If others did, they pretended not to. They'd rather just call

rest. I'll tell Zella to let you off for the re

ecial type of hatred for me. I never did anything right to her. If I washed all the pack dishes by myself, she'd complain I didn't wash a spoon right. If I scrubbed the f

ad my rest in the confines of her cupboard with little to no ventilation and without any light. I could never tell Ailana

e alpha or any of the higher ranked wolves chose to punish me or no

tiny waist, well rounded boobs and the right hips and backside to go with it. She carries the natural confidence and grace that a female alpha should have. Her eyes are the most

to me, but she stood up for me many times, even to her father. She'd smuggled in food for me almost every day in the last ten years, and she

back looked like since I don't have a mirror, but I shook my head and staggered to my feet, rising f

lmost the same as sleeping on the bare floor so I had to sleep on either of the sides to get a little comfort, but I have gotten used to all the back pains

had that bag pack as a gift from my mom on my eighth birthday, the last gift I ever got in my life.

e it across the pack gates. A warrior on duty that night caught me while I trie

e gates without telling anyone if yo

than stay back and endure any more of the pain. But I was a fool to have trusted him, I was a fool to think he'd just let me pass. He colle

ut food or water for the first two days. How I survived that one week is something I'd never be able to understand. It was in that one week I started to hear voices in

st helped me get into the shirt. It's not like I have bi

riors in the pack. In all the time I have known her, she's never broken down for any reason that didn't involve me.

like to see how hard it is to have everyone rally around me, wanting to do my bidding and be friends with me. But Ailana didn't have many friends simply because she chooses to

id two hours ago," I assured her. It was still

that I hold this little power. I swear I'm going to train harder so I can beat my brother to the alpha seat. It's the only way I ca

na, but Alpha Thane made an announcement one day that he'd allow both his children to fight for the alpha position i

ined fighter. He's had many months of training at the alpha academy to make him qualifi

He's the man I'd hoped would save me from all of this, he's the one I'd prayed to the moon goddess for on many nights, but he brought me more pain t