say

care about the consequences. The only thing I cared about was pouri

houted, head

ked down the stairs to meet me. He knew what he had

d you be so heartless!" I screamed at him, making s

. You should stay home. That way

stairs, but I knew that was impossible. He was stronger than m

y here and worship your fe

t sound like

thetic. A c

that tone, Linds

red in disgust and

ome back." He said lou

would eventually come back, for the sake of Leia. He used her to trap

frowned at the idea. I hated them as much as I hated Asher. I once told them about Asher's constan

sted we pray before sex. That was crazy. He also didn't believe in foreplay. All he cared about was fulfilling his s

When it did, I ambled to a nearby bar. I planned to spend the l

All my mind screamed was "fuck Asher"

to a stupor. All I wanted was to forget everything.

n wasted. I barely even knew what was happening around me. Even t

ed on the drink to give a fuck. I rushed the alcohol to the e

guided the drink

ect for his well-sculpted face. His chiseled jawline was a highlight of its own. As I stared at his blue dazzling eyes, I felt lost. I c

at the club," he said to me as I sip

ng-sleeved shirt were not club attire, but

like the type to tal

think

. The drink had alrea

t I just wanted him not to know I was married. That action was induced by the sinful thoughts that kept clouding my mind as I sta

ve had enough to drink?

t gettin

are d

t to get so drunk that I

l felt the tension. He was too close. I didn't think he realized that. "Does

lurted out

it

t happened" I did

was going to ask if all this is worth it.

led up in my eyes, but I blinked

didn't know what he was saying. "

ha

an Shaun," I remarked. "Can

from the bartender after m

estion. He looked well to do with the way he

d

I blurted out

n I thought it had. But I was sure that was what I wanted. I didn't want to go back to Asher t

he took a sip

ust de

din

I l

lp you. You can spend

e since 7 years ago and the only thing that kept ringing