phm

of earth , green grass stucked in the middle of my toes that is ghost white with red tints from the whiplashes of cold weather as i finally stop right at the edge of mountain and tilt my face as the fireworks looks as though welcoming me o

omehow

mb the m

the mountain i

t.

I'd be in front of the men

en warned all m

ed as my end of everythi

m.

..

rina says that girls like me should

peaks for th

ter

d see my hands twi

own ,

of the mountain and peek into w

a little, I'd see them

y lip an

refoot i step towards the corner of t

tain and they caught me and then never let me return to t

rd

ou think su

pid

on't

e they catch you , they won't be

t was not my minds nonsense but a

ks loudly covers the sky again and I look u

ighs , hitting on my bare flesh as a twig flies up as i walk and then it hits on my ankle but i ignore it , wincing a little and walk forward on fallen leaves a

rd

ever wrong to c

and like a lash of light , i hide behind the mountain... ducking

w of colorful brightness an

d to see so much vibrance

prohibited to be h

bited to see what I am se

rd

and breath

d what i just saw be

unseen p

mans

th so many people and

then breathe deeply as firewor

ay

et them s

t.

es and see what is prohibited upo

or onc

one t

t

n't see

ay

its dark of night so no o

s.

perfect

d tease them that i really saw what we have just eve

lous and excited

my butt in the cobblestones and wrap my arms

now

ngerous that they can't see

s that our eyes can

l forward towards the large chuck of mountain and then

rd

happen

doing

ly bangs as m

enace large entrance with abstract design from some ancient royal era , the castle or I'd say a mountainous king

the

y of t

are

any .

talking to each other with fireworks displaying in front of them , i see a man sitting in a king chair with legs thrown wi

me so

bigger in fr

tasmin or

l in heights an

of hawki

big

frames and lo

autiful fireworks displaying in the sky and in front

read in books as rifles may be they are something else , they look larger then what i have read and it has four holes - suddenly welcoming applause e

e Almight

comin

o hide f

most fall off the mountain as i lose balance with my slipping small palms and burning with dust , eyes . i lay on the mountain and like snake i scuttle backwards with my heart in my mouth as i see dark depths under the mountain before i squeeze my eyes knowing that if i fell down then i would forever be erased from existence all because i was unruly and wild and decided to break th

ighty K

and I see his s

dges more clearly

is.

..

't be

re my d

n't be

see every night in broken b

eing him clearly , it is just his silhouette

en invades my dream

ares... It has a message writing in the sky for the whole w

GLORY FOR

ter

message in the sky and in watching it intently

ooooo

. No

men vibrates the mountain and soft rain starts and my lips bleeds from biting so hard as i

n is so uproarious that the mountai

rd

if I am no

huff as my long hair

eful n

somehow you don't die... Madame ma's puni

hear the loud roar and my curi

ng

five m

ks towards the gr

k like power

from a book of

are powerf

t.

one

too ... he seems like a dark that sucks every ounce of light from worl

early with light falling on him...

could end the world with a snap

t see his face but i can see the shar

s bi

arge

an me in height and his broadne

ey are calle

front of him when he's no

nd the mountain and I'm f

owed silhouette that is so captivati

rd

the rain turns h

that it had st

old man sitting in a large throne of a chair and that is

so large and o

m are withou

s of drinks

g , there is something wr

rd rippli

looking , tiny a

oed , tanned an

work with unbelievable weights all the tim

the

ma keeps us fro

throne and sits taking space of whole throne before a servitor offers him something in a gold tray and he nods b

born tiny little kitten who barely takes any sp

o is

or the throne and the th

ront of me ... Just very fa

stare at him trying to see his face as everyone seems t

are

nce

to

ighty K

he upcomi

sai

ing to

ing the

t.

hibited from s

...

lks towards him and offers him a glass of

ep forward , he is now

he dri

an't see his face but i can see his stubbles , shadowed lips and those lips slightly curled in a smirk ... He

trying to see h

no

ooo

. No . N

n't h

ips up and he looks directly at me with

o No

ee me from su

ight and distance and

t.

k up at me ? As if he

he

g backwards and currently my hea

rd

e me... I had to see him ,

verse , storm howls and almost throws me down

d.

ercy o

ountain but this time i dare not look to the

h fruit waste belt lashing on me - as though universe

on , nothing would be easy ,

rd

thoughts so

re did it sprang from ? Why suddenly storm ho

But it is not fro

is.

nd dangerous pairs of eyes of my life has

n't have seen you ! He must be looking at the decorated mountain or firewor

before i stand on vibrating knees

dly as another twisted thought crosses

ght , they both are at the mercy of

rd

s happ

these t

e thes

ing as though chaotic bir

m.

never saw men

ngerous to look at and in a second i kne

and then i turn around and bre

rd

r large firework

un.

whispers to slower down

hes in my mind and

, ny

t have

rd

Run

cat like whimper i get u

ai

un. Run

n though my legs feel

Run.

and wrap my arms

my home and i tip up my face and stare at the

't says

rkling fire ... As though

rd

my hairs fleets in east directio

my forehead as i open the doo

i shake my head and walk into my

rd

d I jus

so quiet in here that if i unplucked both my lip

y mind as i walk into my room and then , w

k fussy blanket and curl in

rd

hat i wasn't m

ere i was told

idn

idn't se

g happ

d it all didn

never know ! Because

e

r and sleep comes softly and swiftly on me

face of the shadow i just saw and

hty King.