Lusting After Mr. Knight

m says with a worried tone to her voice from the nex

hen suddenly the horse reared up violently and I fell off. I looked like I had never ridden before. "Th

have been just fine. Of course, it all ended with me on my ass in the mud and

e helped me up afterwards and then leaned forward to kiss me hard on the lips. When he did, he grabbed my breasts and t

ing at me in judgement. Clearly, she thought that I had fucked him

hinking about taking a shower to wash off

tands there. My mother had always tried to make me a bette

anguages. I guess she figured that if I was multilingual, I co

else. This is where I grew up and where my heart wants to be, for at least the time being

one day, when a new girl came into town, I finally found a friend. Since then, we have been best fr

minister first, they sent her out of town to have the baby. Stating, “You aren’t married, and we know damn well that you won’

s coming from her mouth, “Baby, did you use protection tonight?” She whispers ri

n and then say while floundering for words

ed up the driveway. Even though she said nothing immediately afterwards, I saw the disappointment in

threatening too all along. Feeling them cascade down my cheeks, I let it all out and softly sob. “O

er’s soft sweater. In a way I feel bad because it is the one truly nice thing she owns. It

softly, “Ma, I need to go rinse the skirt out before the mud s

the porch swing. It is 9 p.m. now and I am ready to end this horrible day. So, as

the clothesline. When I walk outside, I feel the coolness of the night on my hands as the blisters still burn f

ma out front on the porch yelling, “H

ack on the wood floor. Her face is as white as can be and she is gasping for air. She lo

am sure that she is still alive, I stand up before running back inside quickly and grabbing m