T BELIEVE this

and manipulated and brainwashed me as well. But my mind's still t

ter, her tw

e there's a [stop loving] button I can push and whip t

wanting to kill her. Cuz I am furious. I want to scream and

r was, but I was happy to see her being loved, especially because I knew how much it hurts to not have m

when she was born o

ly, never thought she would ever harm me. She was the

s who she was, the blood of my blood... But she architected my

rtless Dalilah could be. Though I nev

gue off for the lies she made me tell. But again, no one would believe in me if

could hate and gossip about. A person to blame for al

father's death (which I am also to blame for, thanks to Dalilah). But that's not the only reason. I

caused the war, just like th prophecy my grandmother saw the night I and Dalilah were born. And when the other Kingdoms heard about that, they all

ones who knew, once they were all on Dalilah's side, backing her. Especially because I killed Octavian, and the current Empe

that she was probably the one who told them all

u

probably torture me a little more and make my death an even painful and bigger event, by cl

ounger brother. H-how could I've done some

ned my consciousness back then? Why wasn't I stron

not have believed me when I said I had been born with magic, be he still was ther

one in the world, and what did I do about that? I did to him exactly what Dalila

fifteen when she made me d

to truly hate her. Because Valerian was a precious and strong kid, who saw her true colo

uld have listened to him, because he

fucking villaine

me the most despicable smile I have ever seen, "See you in hell, de

e piercing my soul. But it was strangely familiar and warm, even tho I'd n

uck everyone! I don

ant to di

want to

t want

nother chance. If Mikla, the Goddess of Death, truly exists, g

etter, just, please, Goddess don't let me die like th

ea

s fault, once I was the one who did it. She may have been the one controlling me, but I was her dagger, a

everything in my power t

me one m

e, noth

soul, Goddess. I don't even care if I have a horrible death af

who died by my hands. So I ca

e doesn't exist. Just... someone save m