cond we heard Gayle ask our husbands who won the game, which was our cue. I was still recovering, but Akai pushed the closet door open and pushed us both out of the closet, just in

my husband, Drew, came over to ki

that I had just had an orgasm from one of our good friends thoroughl

d and all swea

recovered. "You guys took forev

told me. If we got here and you all weren't r

ot here." It was only out of pure adrenaline and fear that I was able to keep a conversation going with him at that point, as clouded as my head remained. I quickly glanced over at Akai only to see that he was laugh

wet heap. That would be a bit hard to explain. I palmed an earring to give myself a cover story of looking for lost jewelry in case anyone asked what I was doing, then went back to the scene of my crime to search for my incriminat

nd making small talk before I was able to catch Akai alone in the kitchen retr

said, patting the left

"I can't walk around going all 'co

I can do that

to stop. I was stupid to let it go t

e, and you weren't stupid. We've had that tension betw

d and now we can move on so j

sarcastic attitude and ac

y motherf

I felt it throb beneath the denim. It was warm to the touch, and hard as stone. "I've been like that for over the last hour, smelling you on my face. Your flavor still lingers in my mouth. That's some damn good stank you got, girl," he said, licking his lips for em

me to do what?!" I ask

t," he said simply, as if he

My impatience was

e not quit

es we

the surface. There's still tension between us that need

to get heated, and grew increasingly worried that someone would see us a

started may have been out of our control, but we can control how and where it ends. Take all the time you need to figure it out for yourself and then wh

d like take Akai into a spare bedroom and fuck his brains out. Finally I just had to get out of there. Even though Drew was having a good time, I told him that we needed to go before he got too tired and wasted to fuck me properly when we got home. He looked at me funny for a quick second but didn't complain. Our kids usual

hose thoughts. Poor Drew was in an impossible position. I had conditioned him over the years to ignore my ass and pretend it didn't exist. He knew it was off limits. Now I wanted it played with, kissed and licked, but I couldn't ask him to do it. Part of me still felt

of the best sleep he'd had in years. I was genuinely happy for him and pleased that I brought him pl

**

Akai's number, and almost hit 'dial' over and over again all day, each and every day. I came up with all kinds of pre

that he'd take the first step and alleviate some of my own responsibility and the complicity I'd feel if I took the first step. I too

pletely ignored me! That pissed me off! He knew I was trying, knew I was opening a door for him, trying to meet him halfway. And I