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ied to calm my senses. I pulled myself up from the bed and found myself lying on top of my old mattress with my favorite unicorn bed sheet that I have al

about the c

check myself, I didn’t have any wounds from the car accident last night. I was absolutely fine and nothing hurt in every co

r accident last night. I was thrown out of my car when another speeding vehicle hit me from behind. I saw a family of four unconscious and I saw the driver

ar

and found one mes

talk to me. Let’s n

was still nine in the morning of the 15th of July 2020. It was just a day after I broke up

ded out of what just happened

was a dream but

n. I know she’s cooking my favorite meal because every time I come home, she alw

inally awake.

my mom. “Mom.” I c

“Yes Merry? Why do you

see me?”

t kind of question is th

really

ou on

nswered r

the pancakes over the plates and holds my hand as

om intently who is eating right across me while she stares at me re

can hear

you? Are you sick? If it’s drugs,

” I sigh too. “I just… I had the we

uctantly, “Some dre

dy… I was in a car accident and I… saw myself mom. I saw myself almost lifeless

happened to you and Charles?” She asks me. “Maybe your body was just completely tire

t. Maybe that could be the reason why I had such a wei

of Charles. I didn’t know you were drunk last night that you didn’t remember how

ith what really happened to me last night or if my dream was real at

esponded. “I just… I just didn’t remember how I came here th

at happened to you and Ch

ly not and…. I don’t really want to talk about Charles b

ated. Don’t think less of yourself becaus

nod with a

ays off? To get things out

think

ica and I know you’re stronger than this but sometimes you have

ied my best not to cry, “I’ve never felt so betrayed mom.” I try to stop myself from cr