course I thought a lot about my life, I often have the feeling that I'm messing up the lives of Mr. Stevens and that I'm taking advantage of their kindness, I'm n

two years, every day my heart eats with guilt for the things I said to him, I don't even

ver met in my life, I have learned to fake a smile of happiness, but it is so hard to sustain him, and it gets worse every day. I know I need to get better, but inside

very painful, and this could ruin and delay the lives of othe

, a pity my mind is not like that. I feel troubled, haunted, and dark. I remember my mother's words, I should be dead, or rat

rp point, it is possible to see a glimpse of my reflection, surely everyone will be bett

e no place

f my eyes, my legs are shaking, I stand on my body guard and watch the river flow, the wind blows making my hair dance, I open my arms and accept that finally I will have peace. The sun is setting, and with it my sadness too. Just one step...just one step, I lift my leg and close my eyes tightly, I take one last deep

now?" I snap out of my rev

rs, in the economics department of the company" I say smiling

er's degree in accounti

ing for you a

s as a way to thank him, he accepted, but said he would only go when he fini

only really started the process of forgiving him after he insisted a lot, to the point of making the heads of the professors to put us as a pair in the assignments, after this and many con

pears hugging me "I'm so proud, you've gr

" I smile and s

arents that she talks to me, they will only hear about me tomorrow, when I will enter as an employee at the headquarters of the Steven

and greets my siste

look younger" s

les openly, "Too bad you

ney I earned from the internships I saved and bought an apartment with two bedrooms, one suite, a large living room and kitchen and service

e to see you tonight, tomorro

smiled at her and hugged her onc

last ride" Mr. Gustam

e. I can't wait for the time to

****

managers are already gathered to meet the new employee in the president's office, I take a deep breath. With firm steps I enter the met

employee I shouldn't be introduced to the entire management of the company, bu

h one last time, I open the big smoked glass door. I enter with my head down, I am wearing a black pencil skirt and an ice-colored social blouse, bla