Come Back to Me

an

ong rays of sun that pen

while she sleeps peacefully, wi

ning. Even if it's still early, I'm a sweaty mess and her body

's a part of me that's happy I'll leave for college today because

the fact that we're not going to be close physically brings m

rt. I feel extremely guilty about i

se my temper and yell at her. She cries and I feel

last couple of years but she's a

y and make her happy, the best I can. That's what I've been

like they have. To be as in l

akfast, staying here and wall

e myself from her. Slowly

so it supports her, just like my chest was

se in boxers. The only woman in the house is my mom, and she doesn't mind but Abby does. She

chen, I see some movement from the corner of

from the hospital? I thought he was having

to see if he is awake or sleeping. He opens his eyes

n," He mumbles,

was there a night emer

had a nightmare and

times ha

as six, dad found us and when they finally got toget

y and Wilder's pregnancies. The hormones took a toll on her. D

get up and have everything done. I would be taken care of and breakfast would be read

so, I was already old e

d in a long time. Do you kn

ial, a book, a movie." He sighs but then clenches h

nally, but from what I'v

er getting on edge, or crying quite often and sometimes she would

like that touch becomes a hard limit. And when that happens, t

's not her having something against him. It's her br

is fu

ften as it used to be. Especially now that

e loves once she's down here. You know it will put her in a bet

ll. Always. " I

ounters and I laugh. "But we'll still miss you though." H

ke me feel like I am going halfway around the world w

pussies in this house." I p

be nineteen but I can s

man," I push him onto the cou

, grabbing my neck pushing me un

you, you brat." He ruffles

fraid," I look

y," he scof

e, s

t's easy and we're used to doing it now and then. Not even fiftee

bby up," I tell him,

he is slightly paler than usual and has a dark bag undern

s covering her nose and cheeks and framing her dark brown e

from her was the hair colour. Everything else came from my dad.

I beckon to her,

pping hers around my waist and

ve these nights without your hugs?" Her

now you'll go visit every weekend that I can't come hom

eezes m

and Wilder will

d nods while pa

ke Abby up so we can have some

up the stairs I sto

with makeup and hair done as well. I jump two steps at a

I whisper before lean

her face awa

ng?" I ask

herself from touc

me alone."

den at her

were sleeping, I came downst

en you leave me alone. I am

me here since you were five, you've slept here for years now. Is th

, b

r hours. You've left me alone in your living room for hours while locked in your clo

y. All because I fucking took too long to

e and you know it!"

go her way. I used to think it's cute but real

ched you grow up and adore the hell out of you while in your house

tears I know I've provoked an

ways been a touchy subject ever

art but she

oft voice is shaky. "I am sorry that

e storms out

u

ng around by herself." My mom tells me, with

car keys up an

I'll take you home

her face. It wasn't even that bad of an argument, I

nt you to t

, I'll do it." I grab her hand

race and cries even h

ove me," She mum

am crazy for you. I love you." I cradle he

our feelings changed and at fifteen we started dating. We're

ever been with, the only

she sometime

u too," Sh

ght." I pull her hand to the car and she doesn't fight on it but I can sense the t

the car, and another one in her house. Then we fucked

dn't stay with her longer when my parents called me

ere I'll be staying while in college, I wonder if we are going