rowned, almost as if

g now" Gosh! I sounded like such a b?tch. I tri

He gave me his business card and I apprehensively placed it i

hesitate to call m

walk away, get into his car and drive away. I

er nickname for me as she still couldn't pronounce my full name properly

to walk to the nearest motel. It was about a 45 minute walk

s peeling off the walls. It was hardly safe but it was the only place I could afford at the mome

of the sauce was awful and the pasta was stone cold and they tried to (not so cleverly

ate bars that I packed earlier on. I gave th

She asked, seeing tha

omache quietly rumbled, knowing it hasn't been fed since yesterday lunch, curtesy of my fathe

d wrapped her up in extra

ok deep breathes. I lightly banged my forehead on

her to bed. I frowned when I heard her muffled cries as I came up the stairs. M

king crying you

ickly let go and menac

e I make her" he said with a thr

one this I sworn never to let happen. I had let Est

strong over the years of abuse. I couldn't even remember the last time I had cried but I guess it was all com

ed grabbing m

ssage f

d we haven't spoken in a

e: June 5th. I ha

d me for the popular girls and helped with their endless torture to me. A year later, they kicked her out of the

, for the girl who woke up every morning wishing she didn't, I cried for the girl who talke

infully sobbing but not a sound came out because I did

going to be then I don't want it anymo