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head chef in her family’s restaurant so maybe there was a problem there that needed her immediate attention. Someo

I wouldn’t be leaving her again. I was home to stay. I was no longer going t

e knew how serious I was about her. I hated having to hide us away from everyone. She deser

I felt like hell for all the secrets and lies. I just wanted to protect her. I did

s busy. Maybe I forgot to tell her what time I would be home. I mean she’s usually here when I

aybe I should just go to her parent’s restaurant to see if she was there. Then ag

arms. I know she has a life outside of me, but she told me she would be here when I got

. I’m sure they have really piled up. I had a few director’s wanting me to do some films. Norm

y girl and go to the culinary school. I have always loved to cook. One day we could even o

l me or text me. I didn’t even get half way through it before I broke down crying. She left me.

this? I gave up everything for a future with her. Now I have nothing. Why would she do this to me? I

gs through an email? None of this made any sense. This was so unlike the person she swore

’t just leave me like this. I felt as if my head was spinning. My heart was

t as far away from her as I could. I know I needed to talk to her. I needed answers. I needed to k

I was done with women. It seems no matter what size they are they are all the same. I thought CeeCee was diff

had to do something. I knew I wouldn’t be able to sleep. I guess I should finish reading the email.

if she loves me that she so easily walked away. I mean how cruel can a person be to du

if she doesn’t want to see me. I think I deserve at least that. I don’t even know if I could handle