I was devastated. I threw a hysterical fit and made a huge scene. Finally, under the immense pressure of our allied Packs, I forced him to leave that girl behind in the wilderness and return home with me.
After that, we held our wedding as planned.
During our ten years of marriage, Kael remained as gentle and considerate as ever, acting as if that episode in the wilderness had never happened.
I thought we had moved past the shadow of betrayal, believing he was still the mate who loved me more than life itself.
Until one day, during a Pack war, he took a fatal bullet for me.
As I held his bleeding body and weeping, he weakly grasped my hand and pleaded:
"Chloe... I have done right by you in this life, but I owe Maya a life. If there is a next life... please, do not look for me."
"I just want to live as a normal werewolf couple with her."
In that moment, I felt as if I had been plunged into an icy abyss.
I finally understood that his decade of "deep love" was nothing but a forced obligation. The man who truly loved me had already died in that wilderness.
The sheer disgust and heartbreak tore me to pieces.
When I opened my eyes again, I was back to the time when he had been missing for six months.
Feeling the dead silence of my inner wolf poisoned by silver, and touching my empty stomach where my pup used to be, I wearily closed my eyes, completely tearing that agonizing love from my soul.
This time, Kael, I will grant your wish.
Chapter 1
Chloe POV:
A sharp buzz through the Pack's mind-link suddenly pulled me out of the sickening memories of my past life.
I recognized the mental signature immediately. It was Seraphina, the former Luna and Kael's mother.
"Chloe, he is back," Seraphina's voice trembled through the link, a mix of relief and fury. "Come to the main mansion immediately."
I replied with a flat "Okay."
I changed into a simple dress and drove to the grand estate that served as the headquarters for the Blood Moon Pack's corporate empire.
The moment I stepped into the grand hall, the air was thick with suffocating tension.
I saw Kael standing tall in the center of the room.
He looked thinner after being missing for six months, but the expression on his handsome face was something I hadn't seen in a decade-it was a look of unprecedented, absolute tenderness.
He was carefully shielding a fragile-looking female behind his broad back, his hands resting gently on her waist. The joy of a man about to become a father radiated from his golden eyes.
It was Maya.
She smelled like sour wildflowers, but hidden beneath that was the distinct, milky scent of a pregnant female wolf.
The sight stung my eyes, awakening the suffocating disgust brought on by his dying words in my past life.
In my previous life, the Pack had also found Kael at this exact moment.
Only this time, without my desperate interference in the wilderness, Maya had returned with him.
Seraphina stood before them, her face pale with anger.
"Exile this Rogue at once!" Seraphina shouted, pointing a shaking finger at the female. "Our Pack has enough money to repay her for saving your life! There is no need for you to pledge your body to her! If you break your engagement, what is Chloe supposed to do?"
Kael's expression turned instantly cold.
"Maya must stay," he announced, his voice echoing with absolute authority. "She carries my Alpha heir."
Seraphina gasped, her face turning deadly pale as she stumbled backward.
"I... I will get the Pack Healer to verify this!" Seraphina whispered, her voice shaking with disbelief.
I stepped forward and gently held Seraphina's arm, stopping her from calling the medical staff.
"Seraphina, don't bother," I said, my voice as calm as a frozen lake. I turned to look at Kael, my heart completely dead. "I, Chloe, reject you, Kael, as my mate."
The ancient words hung in the air, freezing the blood of every wolf in the room.
Kael's head snapped toward me, his brow furrowing in deep disbelief.
He stared at me with sheer astonishment, clearly wondering when I had become so agreeable. I could practically see the gears turning in his head.
I knew that in his memory, a female like me, who loved him to the point of madness, would have thrown a hysterical fit, crying and screaming to tear this Rogue apart.
Kael's eyes swept over my calm face, and a mocking sneer curled on his lips.
"Do you really think I'd believe you'd sever our bond so easily?" Kael scoffed, his tone dripping with arrogant disdain, forcefully suppressing the sudden, sharp sting in his chest. "Don't play your little Omega tricks, Chloe. Maya is young and fragile. She can't survive your vicious schemes!"
He stared at me, waiting for my familiar tears, waiting for me to argue and beg for his love.
But this time, I gave him absolutely nothing.
"A forced bond brings no joy. I understand that perfectly now," I replied, my voice completely devoid of emotion.
Kael froze. The cruel comeback he had prepared choked in his throat.
A strange, uncomfortable tightness flickered in his chest again, but he quickly pushed it down, his expression hardening.
"You better not try anything," he warned harshly.
Without another word, he wrapped his arm protectively around Maya and turned to leave.
Just before they walked out the door, Maya peeked at me over his shoulder.
Beneath her frightened-rabbit act, she shot me a subtle, victorious smirk.
I watched their retreating backs, a bubble of dark, bitter laughter rising in my chest.
Seraphina was furious and heartbroken. She grabbed my cold hands, trying to comfort me. "Oh, Chloe, my poor child..."
I gently pulled my hands back and looked into her tear-filled eyes.
"Seraphina, there is something I haven't told you," I whispered softly.
Seraphina froze, looking at my unnervingly peaceful face.
"Months ago, when he went missing, I went into the wilderness to find him," I said, placing a hand over my flat stomach. "I took a silver bullet. The poison destroyed my inner wolf."
Seraphina's eyes widened in sheer horror, her face draining of all color.
"How... how could this happen?" she gasped.
I offered her a sad, empty smile, saying nothing more.
What Kael didn't know was that shortly after his disappearance, I found out I was pregnant.
But I kept it a secret and ran through the freezing mountains just to bring him home.
In the end, that silver bullet took my pup, put my inner wolf into a permanent slumber, and destroyed my womb.
For the rest of my life, I could never bear another child.
But it didn't matter anymore. He didn't want my child anyway.
I had repaid his past kindness with my own blood, and now, by rejecting him, I was officially granting his ultimate wish to be with Maya.