"Madam, madam, are you alright? What's your name? I'll contact your family right away."
"Chloe," she said hoarsely, her throat rough like sandpaper. "Chloe Hayes."
Her hands began to tremble, a deep, uncontrollable tremor unrelated to the cold. The image of the collapsed ceiling beams where she had stood just seconds before was etched behind her eyelids. Scorching heat. Suffocating smoke.
The nurse immediately made a phone call.
Julian.
She pressed the call button, it rang once, twice, and then went to voicemail.
"The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable."
Chloe's heart pounded wildly in her ribs, then sank. "He's in a meeting," she told herself. "A late-night conference call in Tokyo. He's the CEO of Sterling Enterprises. He's always busy."
The nurse dialed again. It was the same mechanical voice.
Dial again. Unable to connect.
Dial again. Unable to connect.
The nurse eventually gave up.
A chilling fear swirled in Chloe's stomach. The paramedic wrapped a blood pressure cuff around her arm, his expression professional and calm.
"Madam, we need to take you to Penn Hospital for observation. Smoke inhalation can be quite serious."
She barely heard him. Her eyes were fixed on the smoking ruins of her past. Her grandmother's rocking chair, the antique piano-everything was gone. Memories had turned to ashes. And the person she needed most was no longer there.
She let them lift her into the ambulance, the world outside the rear window a blur of flickering red and blue. In the emergency room, she moved like a ghost, drifting from the triage desk to the examination cubicle, answering questions in a monotonous voice. They cleaned the abrasions on her arms; the sting of the disinfectant was a distant, insignificant pain.
They left her in a small observation room. A television hung on the wall, tuned to a 24-hour business news channel, the volume muted. She stared blankly at it; stock quotes scrolled by, a string of meaningless data.
Then, his face filled the screen.
Julian.
He wasn't in the meeting room. The caption at the bottom of the screen read: New York–Presbyterian Hospital. He stood in a brightly lit corridor, his expression one of deep, focused concern-an expression she had never seen him show to her before.
The headline news clarified everything. Sterling CEO Julian Sterling spent the entire night by the side of his ailing ex-girlfriend, Ashley Burris.
The camera zooms in. Julian gently drapes his suit jacket over the shoulders of a pale, beautiful woman who leans weakly against him. Ashley Burris. His first love.
Chloe held her breath. The jacket. The Tom Ford suit she'd bought him last month for his birthday. She'd saved for six months to afford it. A foolish, hopeful act.
On the screen, Julian leaned down and whispered something in Ashley's ear. His hand rested on her arm in a comforting, intimate gesture. He seemed oblivious to the cameras.
The world shrank to that silent, moving image. The memory of the fire, the fear of death-all faded. This was a different kind of death. He wasn't in a meeting. He wasn't unreachable.
He simply couldn't get through to her.
While she was crawling on all fours, struggling to breathe from the thick smoke, he was with another woman.
Their three-year marriage flashed through her mind. The contract her father had forced her to sign to pay for her grandmother's medical bills. Three years as Julian Sterling's wife. A shield for him, a solution for her.
However, at some point, she made the most foolish mistake of her life: she fell in love with him. She mistook his occasional tolerance for affection, and his politeness for warmth.
The television screen is a cruel mirror.
Her phone vibrated. Several text messages. From Julian.
Her heart skipped a beat pitifully.
I knew it was you.
Ashley is sick. Don't bother me.
These words struck her like a physical blow. All the air seemed to leave her body. Her carefully constructed hope, like her house, crumbled into ruins.
Hot tears welled up, leaving clear, vivid marks on the dirt on her cheeks. She bit her lip hard, the metallic taste of blood filling her mouth, refusing to make a sound. The trembling began again, a violent tremor engulfing her entire body.
Slowly, deliberately, she opened her call log. She found his name and long-pressed it.
delete.
A voice was torn from her throat-hoarse and broken.
A laugh.
The thought of divorce, once a distant contractual obligation, is now a burning, urgent need. It's the only thing that can be salvaged from the ashes.