ey's

etween us, but she'll soon realize that getting between a

before she turns to her brother. "Why don't you get Lesl

an idiot for falling for Trevor. But watching him look at her now, with such content about abusing her for his own ente

diot! Why didn't she get away while she could? If not by Fraya or Trevor, she would d

king back at me with an evil grin,

tupid alp

stupid o

the fire of the command wash over my body. "Tell

and. I cursed at myself mentally. I hated how little resistance I could put up again

or something as stupid as Trevor's lame

my cheek, causing me to stumble backward. It stung and tears were pressing against my eyelids. But I

sle

I couldn't face her. I wanted to hold her, hug her, and comforter her. But I can't! If I move, I'll b

aking a step toward Amanda with a fake pout. "You

for her was to get away from here. But knowing Amanda and her guilty conscience, that wasn't gonna happen anytime soon. So I did the only thing I could

as bleeding and everything inside me howled to go and comfort her. I felt like shit! Worse even, because

both turned their attention to me. And I'd be lying if I said, that th

I was s

. Apparently, Fraya had seen something here this morning that had given her a 'good' idea. I

, before me, was the biggest pile of horse feces

turned all the colors of disgust. Please, I begged mentally, hoping that

as I w

and throwing it in. My heart sank and my stom

y problems with taking orders from his sister. She then turned t

her

! I shook my head, taking a step back. That was just--

oving to see me humiliated and in pain. Please! Please no! Without thinking I'd

Pick it up! Wi

O

d shout. There's no

rned. My entire body felt like it was on fire, like invisible hands we pulling at my core

ht it too, but it was useless. We were

re being shivered in anger and disgust. The stench of ammonia, earth, and digested grass fi

t where the sun doesn't shine? Why was I so useless? Why was I the one, having to pick up a ring from a piece of horse shit?! If my

food on my back, pushing me forward. Before I could

and smelling

overed in shit, making them laugh in deligh

ng id

g humi

ing

, I'd made up my m

nched forward--- and pi

MY.

it them, I spit the ring at Fr

EY

ted into the showers of the old training arena, knowing that no one ever came there any more. Still coving my ears, I sneaked a peak out the window. The only way to disobey a

toddler. But they didn't stick around to look for me. Trevor

ob. I felt relieved, but my entire body was shaking

e traitors they were. The anger and frustration came rushing over me like a tidal wave, crushing my walls like paper

s not w

was

calming deep breaths. If I left, who would then take care of the pack? Beta Sean was

one final deep breath to calm dow

d me down. My memory fle

sent a shiver down my spine and somehow made the scar, that

ere was no warm water, but after a while, a cold shower was just what I needed. Leftover sobs and a strip late

back of the packhouse, I could sneak in through the laundry room, wash my clothes and use the backstair

anties! Thank the gods, that everybody was eithe

. As soon as the wretched stench of shit was behind closed

d had just gotten to the waking up part. The sweet scent of the morning and warm beds. And then you realize that you're still lying between your parents;

or something. But that had a strong smell of flowers – lavender, because that was my aunt's

use

male and I didn't recognize it. And I knew every single member in this pack,

one I thou

since I knew everyone here and I don't have a nudity problem (cured for that some rapes ago), I made my presence known to the invading man; knowing he'd probab

in and I turned

eart sank to the bottom of my belly. Of

naked in front of a high-ranking wolf from a differ

r eyes met and that –

a

t was her alright! And although the word wasn't more th