Alejandro's voice still echoes in my head, sharp and cold like shattered glass.
"You should leave. It's better for both of us."
Better. As if I were a problem to be solved. As if the nights we spent tangled in each other's arms, whispering dreams into the dark, had meant nothing. I stood there, stunned, trying to understand if he was serious.
"I love you," I said. Stupid. Desperate. "This is your child."
His jaw clenched. His eyes flicked to the floor. "You don't understand. My father......."
"I don't care about your father, Alejandro! I care about you. About us!"
"There is no 'us,' Isabella."
That broke me. I didn't cry. Not right away. I just stood there - dumbfounded - as something inside me cracked.
I was only seventeen, but in the span of an afternoon, I lost everything that made me feel safe. My lover. My home. My future. The child inside me - once a secret we held in hope - had become mine alone to carry.
The Aguilla family wasn't just powerful. They were a dynasty. Ruthless. Wealthy. Feared. And their golden boy didn't have room for mistakes - especially not ones that involved a beating heart.
In the days that followed, I packed everything I could into a single duffel bag. A handful of clothes. A few pesos. A folded sonogram. And a worn photo of Alejandro. I stared at it one last time before tearing it into pieces.
The city turned into a cage. Every street corner felt like a threat. Every shadow, a warning. So I ran.
I didn't know where I was going - only that I had to keep moving. My belly had already begun to swell, a quiet declaration of everything I'd lost and everything I still had to protect.
People stared on the bus. Their eyes drifted to my stomach, then away. Some looked at me with pity. Others with judgment. I didn't care. I was too numb to feel anything anymore.
Every bump in the road made my back ache. Every sleepless night wore me thinner. But I had a goal: get away. Disappear. The Aguillas didn't tolerate loose ends, and I was the biggest mistake Alejandro had ever made. Letting me live was a sign of weakness they couldn't afford.
By the third day, I was dizzy from hunger. A kind woman at a small-town clinic gave me crackers and warm tea. She noticed the way my hands trembled, the way my voice wavered. I lied and told her I was visiting family. She smiled like she didn't believe me - but she didn't push.
Kindness hurt more than cruelty.
It was in a mountain village - too small to show up on any official map - that my legs finally gave out. I collapsed outside a produce stand, my skin pale, lips cracked, breath shallow.
Someone shouted for help, and I remember her face before anything else - Clara. Short, broad-shouldered, with eyes that missed nothing.
She didn't ask questions. Just wrapped me in a shawl that smelled like lavender and smoke, and led me to a modest house hidden behind a grove of citrus trees.
That night, I cried harder than I ever had before.
And for the first time in weeks, someone sat beside me and simply held my hand.
Clara never treated me like I was a burden.
She made eggs and beans every morning, and she made me walk even when my ankles ached. She rubbed oil on my belly and hummed lullabies I couldn't understand. Sometimes, she reminded me of the grandmother I never had. Other days, she was a drill sergeant.
But most of all - she was constant.
Weeks passed. My body started to heal. My heart... not so much. I still woke up reaching for Alejandro in dreams. Still froze when I heard tires on gravel. But when I felt my son move inside me for the first time, something shifted.
I realized I wasn't alone anymore.
At first, the villagers whispered about me - the mysterious girl with city eyes and a swelling belly. But Clara was respected, and no one dared question who she let into her home.
Little by little, they stopped seeing me as a stranger. I learned how to hang clothes the "right" way. How to scrub linens with river stones. How to bake sweet pan de elote like Clara - with burnt edges and too much love.
Still, I kept a knife near the bed. Just in case.
Because the Aguillas didn't know where I was.
Yet.
Clara asked me once - only once - if I wanted to tell her what happened.
We were peeling oranges in silence, the sun warming our backs.
"Whatever storm you left behind, niña... is it still chasing you?"
I paused, hands sticky with juice. "It is."
She nodded once. "Then you better grow teeth."
I didn't know what she meant then. But I never forgot it.
Grow teeth.
That night, I started training. Nothing fancy. Just push-ups. Squats. Running the hill behind the house until my legs gave out. Clara never said a word. She just started leaving a jar of water at the top every morning.
Months passed.
My belly grew. So did I.
Clara gave me a small leather notebook. I filled it with names. Faces. I scribbled my fears in one corner and my dreams in the other. The baby kicked harder every day.
Clara taught me how to shoot. How to stitch a wound. How to disappear into the background.
"Just in case," she'd say, eyes always watching something I couldn't see.
And I waited. I knew the past would catch up eventually.
It hadn't yet.
But it would.
Soon.