Touch Me Beyond a Hundred lifetimes

And there I stand again, but this time with my eyes staring the border of his room. I literally could feel my heart beating hard against my chest. It's not fear I could tell, but the feeling.... As though one was about to face a gods for an appeal."Kneel" Marcel said as soon as I manage to push my emotions and enter is room across the table there he sat without even looking at me nor throwing a compliments to how I look. "Oh... dear" I said to myself feeling like a junk just reading to throw myself out of his room.Without speaking, Marcel stood up saying nothing at first.

His dark hair was swept back' exposing his cold, sharp feature. His hooded eyes were now fixed on me.Is he coming, Na'omi? I said, hoping inner self to answer me. All I could do was sweat, hoping my inner-self could save me. But deep in me, I enjoy having moments with him. So I obeyed as though he's my master, I could no longer control my breathing, I'm defendless at his command.''Marcel....'' I let a soft moan of his name, as his hands caressed my sleek blindfold a shade of deep blue that danced in the firelight. I could no longer see nor think about anything but the intense urge to feel him sliding his glorious cock inside of me. I distinctly heard every breath he took, sending waves of shivers down between my legs. Every creek of the floorboards above me and the scent of the room hit me, it was filled with old paper and polished wood along with much darker scent that breeds of him.His fingers gracefully echoes whispers that filled the air, sweet and pleasing. I sensed his every of touch, he moves as one with intentions knowing exactly what he wants.''Do you feel me?" he questioned calmly I could'nt say a word,as every aspect of my reality cracks within my breath. ''Do you feel me?" these words infused thicker than an expected. He was delicate slow and smooth.Every touch from his fingers sends a shock down to my spine, as I feel nothing but comforts. The feeling is new to me, perphers unfamiliar. Surrender had been the only way to feel free, yet everything I knew vanished the moment I encountered him mixing reality. Carefully his fingers traced my back. I could feel my bones breaking one after the other while I was transported into oblivion, like a figment who pieced every shard together around a body that had collapsed in my dazed stare upenciada life worked my everything.He came close that I felt the warmth of his body through the delicate shift. He placed his left at the lower part of my waist. The other shifted lower. He was slow but confident, tracing his fingers to the edge of my lace before resting on the warm skin of my thigh. At this moment I wished that the skies will stretch out to my me , sending its light to liberate from this erotic living nightmare."ouch"I whispered as I bit my lips.There was a silence between us. He didn't speak. Just allow his hands to roam as if he had the right to do so. "well.... Maybe he did" I said to myself."Don't move your knees" he said with his tone commanding like thunder. "Tonight you belong to me"His words landed more heavily than they should have, I could'nt breath. I let my head droop futher, hands flat to the floor, shift pooling between my arms."god" I moaned softly as his thumb slides under my lace.I trembled in wetness. My body was not mine anymore to control. My knees started shaking and failing, I was descending and going from flake to flake at the same time."Marcel...." I gasped. "please....." I could say no more.He peeled my underthings down gradually, with his hand pressing against my thinhs. There was no soft landing and there was no cruelty' either. It was a command as if he knows precisely what he's doing."aaaaah" I moaned when his fingers discovered me, spreading the silk. Not loud, just enough so that shame will follow."Good" he said. "So very good"Then suddenly his touch disappeared. I wanted to cry out because all I feel now is wetness and shame, as he wakes to curtains.I blinked as lights came flashing from the window. He stood at the center of the window making his shoulder broad as a cave with his face not really visible to me, as the lights points at me directly. "Stand", I hears his voice echoes.I could feel my body trying to find its rhythm, there was no way to find the change he had caused. At some level, I under stood this would expose a part of me which I have buried and kept secret."There is great courtesy in kneeling" he said."Stand before me" he commanded.As I move closer, the gap between us narrowed. The contact was electric as he moved his finger tips gently tracing wrist up to my shoulder."For what reason do I own you my existence tonight" I asked trembling."I know you're righteous. But the truth is, you appeared like a mystery destined to be shattered" he said with great Aura.I became speechless. At some point, hopeless."I told you, you believed you could escape my vision without getting caught, but nothing escapes these walls from my eyes. Not anytime soon" he added. ''Guards, help! I'm making no bloodshed in this really big room." I said tryin to be humourous to ease myself of the tension."That won't be helpful. You belong to me, like it or not." He said with great confident. He held my chin, raised it, placed his thumb on my lip. I froze, everything within me went still."To my bed" he continued. "To my house. To my world. And if you're very careful.......to my heart.The word "heart" struck me hard like thunder, one that I cannot express."I don't know how to yours" I replied.He caressed my cheek with tenderness, yet strong and said "Then I will teach you"" I'm not certain I can." I said feeling owned already.His eyes blends with chaotic emotions, making it confusing to know if its desire, madness or mercy at first."But you will" he said after a soft smirk.Next I knew he was kissing me, sending shivers down to my spine again. I melted against him losing control of myself. My mind gave me millions of reason to withdraw, but my heart evaded my mind which everything and realized the absolute urge of belonging. All I could do was to whispered goodbye to my mind.I was Na'omi Luis, saint to men. But now, I felt different. I was something entirely new-his.