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I lay on the gurney, body shattered in a pile-up, my baby coming too soon. Rushed to Northwood General, I found a small comfort knowing my husband, Ethan, the hospital's trauma surgeon, would be there. Then I saw him. Ethan. He knelt beside another gurney, his face etched with concern, but it wasn't for me-it was for my cousin, Jessica. My voice, a weak croak, was ignored as he prioritized her, dismissing me with a chilling, "My wife can wait." While I lay there, hemorrhaging, fighting for my life and my baby, he performed Jessica' s C-section. My world spun into darkness, my heart giving out repeatedly, but still, Ethan was with her. Waking up, I learned my tiny daughter, Lily, had barely survived. But instead of remorse, Ethan called to gleefully inform me he'd given our premature baby's vital, expensive formula to Jessica's child because Jessica was "stressed." He actually expected me to understand. The cold, calculated cruelty, his attempt to buy my silence for a TV interview, lit a fire where my hope once was. He wanted to parade his "heroism" on national television, built on my near-death and his active neglect? Fine. I had the recordings. And he had no idea what was coming.