Her little brown eyes widened as they looked into mine, as if she had just seen a big bad wolf. I could already imagine the kind of things her parents would say to her about me. "Did you hurt yourself?" I asked, holding her little arms, and she was visibly scared to death of me, so much so that she just shook her head in response. I heard Diana giggle, and she picked up the little girl, with the manner of someone who knew what she was doing. Then I was a little lost, watching the two of them, noticing that the little girl was gradually calming down in Diana's arms, until she started to laugh, throwing her head back. My secretary had a way with children, and she seemed to love them. It was mesmerizing and it made my heart ache to think that my son should be alive. He deserved to be treated by someone like that, although I could swear that Taís would never be exactly a loving mother. Pregnancy had been a mistake for her, something that would rob her of her youth and ruin her body – although she had access to all kinds of cosmetic procedures and abused them – so I couldn't imagine a scene like that. But there, in front of me, was a sweet and kind woman, beautiful and completely devoted to a little girl who wasn't even hers. With a playful wink at me, she carried the little girl away, in her arms, probably to return her to her father. I followed Diana with my eyes, watching her every step. When I looked at Flávio, my sales director, I saw him raising his glass to me, with a mischievous look. I knew what was going through his head, but worse was knowing what was going through mine. A million things I shouldn't think about.
I wasn't the kind of girl who went to parties or had fun constantly. Having to take care of a ten-year-old brother, my Friday nights usually consisted of Netflix, while I listened to him scream when he made some mistake on the video game I had bought with great effort last Christmas. João Pedro was a good boy, and I didn't have much to complain about. We got along well, with all the exceptions that are common to two people of such different ages and who have a relationship almost like mother and son. I had to set my limits, but I did it with all the love I could. And he understood. I understood perfectly well my daily struggle to make him a good man. I would have declined the invitation, but it was a company party. I really liked my colleagues, but I never participated in anything, and I knew that this made a difference. I had gotten a good job at a great company, and I could even try to advance there, with a bit of luck, since I didn't have a college degree. No matter how much everyone criticized my boss, the powerful Nicolas Sodemberg, calling him a tyrant, an executioner and a thousand other things, I had nothing against him. He was professional, respectful, competent, hard-working and... well... better looking than I should have noticed. The women in the office were unanimous in this regard. They all had an absurd crush on him, but the guy was an insurmountable wall. Always serious, always quiet, not giving anyone any openings. Not even me, with whom he would talk once in a blue moon – most of the time about work.
I couldn't help but smile thinking about the way he treated the little girl, despite the fact that he was clearly clumsy with children. Such an attitude showed a side of his personality that I hadn't seen yet, and I couldn't deny that, added to everything I knew about him, it made me a little more excited. Okay... the truth was that I had a crush on Nicolas. More than just the heat that other women felt, because he was an incredibly sexy and handsome guy, I felt a pain in his eyes, something very heavy, that would make me want to unravel him. He was mysterious, beyond everything else, and that intrigued me. Throughout the time we worked together, I learned to nurture an admiration for him, even though it was something completely platonic. Nicolas Sodemberg would never be interested in his mere secretary. But that was beside the point. It was time to take off my high heels, take a shower and get under the covers. The next day would be a Saturday, and I could sleep in a little later, if João would allow it. Ten-year-old boys could be very noisy when they wanted to be. I opened the door to the apartment where I lived, barefoot, and turned on the light as soon as I entered. I had hired someone to stay with João for a few hours, because, as much as he insisted that he was a big boy and could take care of himself, I didn't want to let him off the hook. "Kátia?" I called the babysitter, hoping that João would already be asleep by then. She didn't answer the call and I assumed that she might have taken a nap. I wouldn't mind if she slept there, but I knew that she also had a son, even younger than João, and as much as her husband was a great partner, waking up at home and having breakfast with the family was always her priority. Since it was already late, I planned to pay for an Uber so that I could get back safely.
I went to João's room, finding the door closed. I opened it very slowly, not wanting to wake anyone up suddenly, but I found it strange that the room was empty. Not even in the bed, where the child should be, was there anyone. "João?" - I called softly and decided to turn on the light. The moment I did so, I felt my body being grabbed from behind and my mouth covered by a huge hand. The man holding me was strong enough to lift me off the floor – not that I was very tall – and drag me into the living room, throwing me on the couch. He had a gun in his hand, and he wasn't alone. Two other men had positioned themselves near the door, probably so I wouldn't run away. The moment my eyes fell on the scoundrel who had held me, I recognized him. He was Leonardo Vilar, my brother's father. João Pedro wasn't my parents' legitimate son; he had been adopted when he was very young, after his mother, a friend of mine, died of cancer. His father never wanted anything to do with him. He was a half-assed little thug who worked for powerful drug dealers. At first we were afraid of getting involved with that kind of person, but the beautiful little boy that my brother had been won us over. Luckily, we never had any problems, but apparently that peace had ended.
- What are you doing here? Where is my brother? And Katia? - I asked, feeling my voice tremble. I didn't want to and couldn't give in, but the shock got the best of me. - The nanny is fine. A friend of mine took her home, safely. Then he took my son to where he belongs. With me. That was my worst nightmare; that that son of a bitch would take my brother away from me. He had already threatened, but I never thought the moment not goin