"Relationship was never meant for me." This is the exact statement that Jorge engraved not only inside her mind but most especially inside her heart and not even the idea of getting married again. Jorge is a single mom with a daughter. So right after her 15 years of a failed marriage, she stays single for almost a year though she has a fair share of men surrounds her but never in her wildest imagination that she would commit again. But not until she meets a German guy named Michael in one international online game. They both shared an amazing friendship virtually, which eventually spilled over to their real lives. But as their friendship grows deeper, another feeling grew unexpectedly, and an inevitable confession changed everything. When their paths crossed once again, would it be a mere rekindling friendship? Or would it be for love?
"You get what? You get that I would just love to be able to tell you to please forget about me and to block me and get rid of me and that this is what I want as well? But that's not the fucking truth!" - Michael
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I could not believe that you can wake me up in my deepest slept. I sighed, I always thought I was over you but it seemed that I am not. Stupid it is, I could mock myself for these feelings all over again.
Funny and yeah--it's foolishness I know but when this kind of predicament came in a sudden situation then I hated to found myself getting off guard. I tried to ignore it, forced myself to go back to sleeping however 3 hours had passed I found myself spinning around in the comfy of my bed--can't sleep. " Oh, I hate my damn self--now!" I frowned.
I even distracted myself listening to the music on my playlist but sadly after all the songs are finished playing-- still, nothing happened. I let out a deep sighed, feeling helpless. I opened up my eyes--" Surely tomorrow I would be able to have a ton of eye bags because I only slept for what---1 or 2 hours?" after battling with the thought of forcing myself back to sleep as it seemed forever---in the end, I embraced my defeat.
I got out of bed feeling so exasperated about being weak. I don't deserve to felt this way... letting myself staying in this kind of situation is so absurd but on the contrary, I always felt that a part of me wants to linger in this anguished. Yeah, I know, I'm crazy and stupid and dumb.
But what can I do?
I can't help it...
Why is it so hard to let go and forget?
I even lost count on how many times I let out a deep sighed and trying to calm down myself especially the very part of me which is the most sensitive---my heart. All of a sudden---right at the corner of my bed.
I found myself clouded with a deep sadness. " I feel so lonely." I whispered. Pulling myself altogether. I give myself a hug--- "Everything's going to be ok".
But why I am crying so hard?
“Do I want a taste?” his voice deeper than he had ever spoken. His eyes pinned on me like I was the only thing that fascinated him. “What do I do?” I thought to myself as he moved closer to me, I wanted to run away, to resist him but I was pinned to the wall by him. “Gosh I hate this man so much” his scent, his body, his beautiful green eyes, he was driving me crazy. I know this is wrong, he has a fiancee and all but that makes me want him even more. “Get on the bed and spread your legs” his cold voice woke me up and then I remembered I was just a maid to him. “Yes master”.
After two years of marriage, Sadie was finally pregnant. Filled with hope and joy, she was blindsided when Noah asked for a divorce. During a failed attempt on her life, Sadie found herself lying in a pool of blood, desperately calling Noah to ask him to save her and the baby. But her calls went unanswered. Shattered by his betrayal, she left the country. Time passed, and Sadie was about to be wed for a second time. Noah appeared in a frenzy and fell to his knees. "How dare you marry someone else after bearing my child?"
Elena, once a pampered heiress, suddenly lost everything when the real daughter framed her, her fiancé ridiculed her, and her adoptive parents threw her out. They all wanted to see her fall. But Elena unveiled her true identity: the heiress of a massive fortune, famed hacker, top jewelry designer, secret author, and gifted doctor. Horrified by her glorious comeback, her adoptive parents demanded half her newfound wealth. Elena exposed their cruelty and refused. Her ex pleaded for a second chance, but she scoffed, “Do you think you deserve it?” Then a powerful magnate gently proposed, “Marry me?”
It was supposed to be a marriage of convenience, but Carrie made the mistake of falling in love with Kristopher. When the time came that she needed him the most, her husband was in the company of another woman. Enough was enough. Carrie chose to divorce Kristopher and move on with her life. Only when she left did Kristopher realize how important she was to him. In the face of his ex-wife’s countless admirers, Kristopher offered her 20 million dollars and proposed a new deal. “Let’s get married again.”
In her previous life, Kimberly endured the betrayal of her husband, the cruel machinations of an evil woman, and the endless tyranny of her in-laws. It culminated in the bankruptcy of her family, and ultimately, her death. After being reborn, she resolved to seek retribution against those who had wronged her, and ensure her family's prosperity. To her shock, the most unattainable man from her past suddenly set his sights on her. "You may have overlooked me before, but I shall capture your heart this time around."
To the public, she was the CEO's executive secretary. Behind closed doors, she was the wife he never officially acknowledged. Jenessa was elated when she learned that she was pregnant. But that joy was replaced with dread as her husband, Ryan, showered his affections on his first love. With a heavy heart, she chose to set him free and leave. When they met again, Ryan's attention was caught by Jenessa's protruding belly. "Whose child are you carrying?!" he demanded. But she only scoffed. "It's none of your business, my dear ex-husband!"