My mother, broken by the loss, suffered a complete mental breakdown. The last time I saw her, she clawed at my face, her eyes wild with madness.
"You brought this ruin on us!" she shrieked. "Go die, Ariana! Just die!"
Her curse was the final blow. That night, when his friend came for me again, phone in hand to record my humiliation, I finally decided to obey my mother's wish. I swallowed the pills I' d been saving for months, but not before I took from him the one thing he valued most.
Chapter 1
Ariana Mcneil POV
Five years ago, on my wedding night, my new husband, Dorian Miller, drugged me and left me in a room with his best friend, Blake Dominguez. That single act of calculated betrayal ignited a war that would ultimately consume us all. I was Ariana Mcneil, a name synonymous with D.C. influence, daughter of a powerful political dynasty. Dorian, a brilliant Department of Justice attorney from a less prominent background, married me not for love, but for revenge. He believed my family destroyed his, and this marriage was his weapon.
I woke up disoriented, the room spinning. My vision blurred. A heavy weight pressed down on me. Blake Dominguez, Dorian's closest friend from law school, leered above me. His breath smelled of stale whiskey and something foul. He was a large man, his muscles straining against his tailored suit, his eyes dark with predatory intent. Panic seized my throat, a silent scream trapped behind my lips. I thrashed, my limbs heavy and useless. He pinned my wrists above my head with one hand, his other ripping at my wedding gown. Tears streamed down my face, hot and humiliating. I begged, pleaded, my voice a weak croak, but his face remained a mask of cruel amusement. The night stretched into an eternity of terror and helplessness.
By morning, the city buzzed with the scandal. A grainy video, clearly doctored to frame me, circulated online. It showed me in a compromising position with Blake, shattering my reputation, mocking my family's name. The world watched, judged, and condemned me.
Dorian appeared in the doorway of my bedroom later that day. His face was a mask of cold fury, his eyes devoid of any warmth I might have once imagined. He saw the bruises on my arms, the tear tracks on my face, but his expression did not soften.
"You disgraced me, Ariana," Dorian said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. "You embarrassed my name, my position."
He stepped closer, his shadow falling over me. I flinched.
"Your father's ambition ruined my family," he continued, his words like ice shards. "You will pay for his sins."
He accused me of orchestrating the entire event, of seducing Blake. I stared at him, my throat raw, my heart a raw wound. I did not speak. There was no point. His eyes held only hatred. I turned my back on him. I focused on putting one foot in front of the other, walking away from the shattered remnants of my wedding day.
That day marked the beginning of a brutal, five-year war. Dorian systematically dismantled my family's empire. My father, once a titan of industry and politics, found himself ensnared in a web of legal battles, eventually imprisoned on trumped-up charges. My older brother, James, a rising star in the military, died in a "training accident" overseas, a casualty I knew, in my gut, Dorian had a hand in. My mother, Frances Montoya, a woman of grace and tradition, watched her world crumble. The loss of her husband and son broke her. She suffered a complete mental breakdown, her mind fracturing under the weight of grief and despair. The family institutionalized her.
I fought back, fiercely, desperately. I used every connection, every bit of cunning I possessed, to sabotage Dorian's career. I leaked sensitive information about his cases, discredited him in the media, and created legal obstacles at every turn. He faced public humiliation, formal investigations, and stalled promotions. There were moments when he teetered on the brink of professional ruin, his carefully constructed career threatening to collapse. Each time, a fleeting, bitter satisfaction filled me.
Our conflict became a twisted dance of destruction, each blow exchanged leaving deeper scars on us both. Our marriage was a battlefield, our home a cage. My love for him, a secret I had cherished for years before our arranged marriage, had long since curdled into a potent, all-consuming hatred.
Then came the day I visited my mother for the last time. Her eyes, once vibrant, were vacant, her hair disheveled. She sat in a sterile room at the institution, staring blankly ahead. When she saw me, her face twisted in rage. She lunged, her frail hands scratching at my face.
"You!" she shrieked, her voice hoarse and broken. "You provoked him! You brought this ruin upon us all!"
She clawed at my skin, leaving angry red marks. Her words cut deeper than any physical wound.
"Go die, Ariana! Just die!" she screamed, her eyes wide with madness. "You deserve nothing less!"
Her words, the final blow, echoed in the hollow space of my soul. I had lost everything. My father was gone, James was gone, and now my mother hated me, wishing me dead. The will to live drained from me completely. I had hidden a small, potent bottle of pills for months. I reached into my pocket, my fingers brushing against the cold glass. I knew then it was time. Time to obey my mother's curse. But not yet. There was one last thing I had to do.
That same evening, Dorian returned home. He was a storm of raw anger. He found me in the living room, staring out the window at the city lights. He grabbed my arm, his grip bruising. He pulled me into the bedroom, his eyes blazing. He shoved me onto the bed, then leaned over me, his lips assaulting mine. His kiss was brutal, tasting of aggression and resentment. I felt the faint, cloying scent of another woman's perfume on his skin, floral and sweet, a stark contrast to the bitterness of his touch. My heart, long since numb, ached with a dull, familiar pain.
He pulled back slightly, his eyes burning into mine.
"Still playing the victim, Ariana?" he snarled, his voice low and contemptuous. "Still trying to make me regret what happened on our wedding night?"
He continued to press down on me, his body a heavy weight. I felt nothing, only a profound weariness. My eyes welled up, but he did not stop. He tore at my dress, the fabric ripping with a harsh sound.
"Submit, Ariana. Just submit," he demanded.
I lay still, my body limp. My compliance surprised him. He paused, his brow furrowed in confusion, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes.
"What is this act now?" he asked, his voice laced with suspicion. "Trying a new trick?"
He still believed I was capable of endless manipulation. He still saw me only as a reflection of my father, a scheming Mcneil.
"Remember that night, Ariana?" he whispered, his voice dangerously soft. "The night you brought shame to us all. You enjoyed it, didn't you? The thrill of the scandal?"
My tears flowed freely now, blurring his face. I felt a wave of nausea, the other woman's perfume clinging to him, making my stomach churn.
I knew Kinsley Hudson's scent well. She was the sweet, gentle daughter of Dorian's deceased mentor, a woman he felt a profound duty to protect. Kinsley had often appeared, seemingly by chance, at critical moments during our war, her innocent expressions and tearful accusations always turning Dorian further against me. She had mastered the art of playing the victim, and Dorian, blinded by a sense of obligation and his own hatred, always fell for it.
"Just finish it, Dorian," I said, my voice barely a whisper, flat and devoid of emotion. "I want to go home before it gets dark."
My calm infuriated him. He grabbed my jaw, squeezing hard.
"Still trying to play the innocent martyr?" he scoffed. "Still trying to manipulate me with your pathetic obedience?"
He stood up abruptly, pulling his shirt straight. He tossed a small velvet box onto the bed. It struck my arm, a sharp, physical pain, a final insult.
"Here," he said, his voice cold. "Consider this your compensation. A new title, a new status. Just accept your place."
I did not move. The box lay beside me, a meaningless trinket.
"Your family brought this on themselves, Ariana," he said, his voice hardening. "You too. You had a chance to accept your fate, but you chose war. Now live with the consequences. You get nothing else from me."
He slammed the door behind him, the sound echoing through the empty house.
I reached for the small bottle hidden under my pillow. Its cold glass felt strangely comforting in my palm. My mother's words rang in my ears: "Go die, Ariana!" I looked at the bottle, then at the window where twilight painted the sky in somber hues. Tomorrow was my mother's birthday. I would see her one last time, say my goodbye, and then-finally-grant her wish.