He dragged me out, weak and broken, and demanded I get on my knees to apologize to the woman who had destroyed me.
I finally understood. His "love" was never love. It was apathy. He simply didn't care if I lived or died.
So, after he believed her final, vicious lie and left me for dead, I took the divorce papers he'd carelessly signed and walked away. This time, for good.
Chapter 1
Emerson POV:
I knew this was going to be an awful marriage the moment I saw him.
The heavy oak doors of the Boone family study creaked open, admitting a sliver of the city outside, but mostly just the suffocating silence of expectation. My father sat across from me, his face etched with the familiar lines of disappointment. He was talking about "legacy" and "mergers," words that always felt like barbed wire around my throat.
"Emerson," he said, his voice a low rumble, "this isn't just about you. This is about power. About securing our position."
I just nodded, my gaze drifting to the framed photos on his desk. Not of me, but of his pristine skyscrapers, his empire. My extreme sports vlogging channel, 'ThrillSeeker Media,' was a nuisance to him, a wild streak he couldn' t tame.
"I need a thrill, Dad," I wanted to scream. "Not a gilded cage." But the words died in my throat.
He cleared it. "Axel Flynn. You'll meet him tonight."
Axel Flynn. The name alone conjured images of sharp suits and even sharper ambition. Heir to the rival Flynn real estate dynasty. Formidable. Ruthless. Everything I wasn't, everything I resented.
Later that evening, the ballroom at the Met was a blur of diamonds and forced smiles. I was trapped, a show pony in a shimmering gown. Then, a hush fell. He entered, and the air thickened.
Axel Flynn.
He was taller than I expected, with eyes like chipped obsidian and a jawline that could cut glass. A dark suit, perfectly tailored, stretched across broad shoulders. He moved with an almost predatory grace, surveying the room as if calculating its worth.
My breath hitched. He was undeniably, breathtakingly handsome. The kind of handsome that made your stomach clench, not with fear, but with a dangerous, unfamiliar excitement.
He strode directly towards our table, his gaze locking onto mine. It wasn't a warm look, or even a curious one. It was possessive, assessing. Like he was already tallying his newest acquisition.
"Emerson Boone," he said, his voice a deep, gravelly hum that vibrated through the crisp air. "A pleasure to finally meet the infamous thrill-seeker." His lips curved into a smirk that didn't quite reach his eyes. "Though I expected someone a little less... predictable."
My cheeks flushed. Predictable? My life was a kaleidoscope of risk and adrenaline. He was mocking me.
"And I expected someone a little less... archaic," I shot back, my voice steadier than I felt. "Arranged marriages went out with corsets, Mr. Flynn."
His smirk widened, a flicker of something unreadable in his dark eyes. "Some traditions have their merits. Especially when they involve acquiring something rare." His gaze raked over me, lingering for a fraction too long. "And you, Miss Boone, are certainly... unique."
My heart hammered against my ribs. He wasn't just handsome; he was intoxicating. Dangerous. My usual resistance, the urge to flee, was warring with a perverse curiosity. I wanted to provoke him, to see what else lay beneath that polished exterior.
"Unique enough to make this arrangement interesting for you, Mr. Flynn?" I challenged, my voice laced with a bravado I didn't entirely feel.
He leaned in, his scent-expensive cologne and something raw, primal-enveloping me. "Perhaps. What makes you think you're interesting enough for me?"
The challenge hung in the air, thick and electric. It was a dare. And I, Emerson Boone, never backed down from a dare.
"I bet I can outrace you," I blurted, the words escaping before I could censor them. The ballroom went silent. My father's face turned ashen.
Axel's eyes narrowed, a slow smile spreading across his face. "A street race? Tonight?"
"Anywhere. Anytime," I pressed, my adrenaline already surging. This was it. This was my escape. My last taste of freedom.
He chuckled, a low, rich sound. "Bold. I like it." He extended a hand. "You're on, Miss Boone."
His grip was firm, electric. My palm tingled. It wasn't just a race; it was a battle of wills. A silent understanding passed between us, a mutual acknowledgment of the dangerous game we were about to play.
Minutes later, we were in our roaring supercars, the city lights a blur. The race was a chaotic symphony of speed and cunning, every turn a gamble. My heart pounded, the thrill a potent drug. I pushed my car to its limits, Axel a dark shadow in my rearview mirror.
Then, a sudden swerve. A truck veered into my lane. My tires screeched, the car fishtailing wildly. My breath hitched. This was it. The end.
But a blur of black and chrome was beside me. Axel's car. He didn't swerve to avoid me. He slammed into the truck, a deafening crunch of metal, forcing it away from my path. The impact sent his own car spinning, crashing into the barrier.
My car was safe. He had saved me.
I screeched to a halt, my hands trembling on the wheel. He lay slumped against the crumpled airbag, blood trickling from his temple. Panic seized me.
I stumbled out, running to his side. "Axel! Are you okay?"
He stirred, groaning softly. His eyes fluttered open, dark and intense even in the dim light. He reached out, his hand brushing my cheek, smearing a smudge of grease.
"You're safe," he rasped, a faint smile on his lips. "That's all that matters."
He winced, a sharp intake of breath. "Go," he urged, his voice weaker now. "Go. You're free. I won't hold you to it."
Tears welled in my eyes, hot and unexpected. This ruthless magnate, this man I was forced to marry, had risked his life for me. He was letting me go.
No one had ever protected me like that. No one had ever put my safety above their own ambition. Not my father, not any of my "friends."
He saw my tears. His dark eyes softened, his thumb gently wiping a tear from my cheek. "Don't cry, Emerson. You're too strong for that." He tried to sit up, groaning again. "Just... go. Live your life."
A profound, earth-shattering realization dawned on me. This wasn't possessiveness. This was love. It had to be. My heart swelled, a feeling I' d never known. My love for him, born in that moment of selfless sacrifice, was fierce and immediate.
"No," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. "No, Axel." I choked back a sob. "I'm not going anywhere."
He looked at me, confusion in his eyes. "Emerson?"
"I'll marry you, Axel," I said, the words a raw, honest vow. "I'll marry you."
His eyes widened, then filled with a slow, dawning triumph. A flicker of something I couldn't quite decipher, hidden beneath the pain.
The news of our engagement, announced shortly after Axel's miraculously swift recovery, sent shockwaves through New York society. The Boones and the Flynns, rival dynasties, united. My father beamed, his corporate merger-marriage a success. My friends, oblivious to the street race and the near-fatal crash, teased me about "finally settling down."
But our marriage was anything but settled. It was a whirlwind, fueled by my insatiable hunger for extreme sports and Axel's seemingly endless indulgence. I took it as a sign of his immense trust, his boundless love.
"Axel, I want to heli-ski in the Dolomites!"
"Book it," he'd say, without a moment's hesitation, his eyes on his stock reports.
"Axel, I'm going base jumping in Norway!"
"Just make sure your vlog captures the good angles," he'd reply, his attention still on his tablet.
His lack of concern, his almost careless approval, felt like the ultimate freedom. He truly loved me, I believed. He trusted me completely. Others around us saw it too.
"He just lets you do anything, doesn't he?" a friend once gushed, eyes wide with envy. "He truly cherishes your spirit!"
I believed it. With every daring leap, every plunge down a mountain, I felt my love for Axel deepen. He was my rock, my silent supporter. The man who understood me, even in my wildest pursuits.
Yet, a tiny, almost imperceptible whisper of doubt sometimes surfaced. A strange hollowness, a nagging sense that something was missing. But I'd quickly push it away, attributing it to my restless spirit.
Then, she arrived.
Alicia Shaffer. Axel's "childhood friend," as he introduced her. But the way he said it, the way his jaw tightened, even I, in my blissful bubble, could sense the weight of history. She was petite, with wide, innocent eyes, easily overlooked until you felt the subtle tug of her presence.
It began at the private racetrack Axel owned. I was there, testing out a new hypercar for a segment on ThrillSeeker Media. Axel was engrossed in a call, his back to me, the sounds of his business empire clashing with the roar of the engines.
"Hey, Axel," I called out, revving the engine playfully. "Want to race for old times' sake?"
He glanced over, a flash of annoyance in his eyes, quickly masked. "Later, Em. Big deal closing." He blew me a kiss, a gesture that felt oddly perfunctory now. "Don't get into too much trouble."
I settled into the driver's seat, a faint disappointment pricking at me. He used to love racing with me. Now, even a playful challenge was a distraction.
Minutes later, I was waiting for Axel to finish his call, my helmet off, when I saw her. Alicia. She walked towards me, a faint, almost shy smile on her face.
"You're Emerson, right?" she asked, her voice soft. "Axel talks about you."
"He does?" I asked, a flicker of hope.
"Oh, yes," she said, her eyes dropping slightly. "He always says you're so... adventurous." She paused. "You know, I've always wanted to try racing. Axel would never let me."
A challenge. An unspoken dare.
"Want to go for a spin?" I offered, a grin spreading across my face. "I'll let you drive."
Her eyes lit up. "Really? You're not worried?"
"Worried about what?" I scoffed playfully. "It's just a car, Alicia."
She hesitated, glancing nervously towards the distant figure of Axel. "What if Axel sees?"
"He's busy," I waved off, pulling out the keys. "Come on. It'll be fun."
She climbed into the passenger seat, her hands clasped nervously in her lap. I started the engine, the powerful roar shaking the ground. She giggled, a childlike sound.
"Ready?" I asked, putting on my helmet.
"Wait!" she cried, her voice suddenly shrill. "No, stop! I can't. He'll kill me." Her eyes darted towards Axel, who was still on his phone, oblivious. "He worries so much. He just wants me to be safe."
I frowned, a strange unease settling over me. What was she talking about? It was just a race.
Before I could question her, a furious shout ripped through the air.
"Alicia! What the hell do you think you're doing?!"
Axel was striding towards us, his face contorted in a mask of pure rage. The phone was gone, tossed aside. His dark eyes were blazing, fixed on Alicia, then on the car.
"Axel, I just-" Alicia began, her voice trembling.
"Don't you dare finish that sentence!" he roared, his voice cold and hard. "Do you have any idea how dangerous this is? How many times have I told you to stay away from the track? After what happened to your mother-"
He stopped, his jaw clenching. Alicia looked down, her shoulders shaking. He pulled her out of the car, his touch surprisingly gentle as he brushed dust from her sleeve.
"You could have been seriously hurt," he whispered, his voice thick with concern, his eyes scanning her for any injury. "I can't lose you too, Alicia."
My stomach dropped. He didn't look at me. Not once. His entire focus was on her, on her safety, on her delicate well-being.
Then, his gaze finally flickered to me, and the tenderness vanished, replaced by a chilling anger.
"And you, Emerson," he snarled, his voice low and menacing. "What were you thinking? Encouraging her? You know how fragile she is."
Fragile? I had just taken her for a joyride. It was a car, not a cliff jump.
A cold, hard knot formed in my chest. Fragile? He let me jump out of planes, ski down avalanches, flirt with death on a weekly basis, and never batted an eye. But a simple car ride with Alicia? That was a bridge too far.
The contrast sliced through me like a blade. All his "indulgence," his "trust," his "love"... it wasn't love at all. It was apathy. He simply didn't care if I lived or died. But Alicia? Her safety was paramount.
My heart ached, a deep, sickening pain that clawed at my throat. All this time, I had mistaken his indifference for unconditional love. His "love" was a lie. A convenient illusion fueled by my own desperate need for acceptance.
I felt a sudden, overwhelming urge to flee. To run away from this man, this gilded cage, this suffocating revelation.
Axel, still holding Alicia, noticed my stunned silence. "Emerson? What's wrong? Are you angry I yelled at you?" He started to step towards me, his hand reaching out.
But I recoiled, a silent scream trapped in my chest. He had no idea. He saw my quiet as a childish tantrum. He still saw me through the lens of a possession, not a person whose heart he had just shattered.
I turned away, my vision blurred. I couldn't speak. Couldn't breathe. The air felt thick, suffocating. My grand romance, my great love, was nothing but a cruel joke.
Without a word, I walked away, the roar of the engines and the echoing shout of Axel fading behind me. He called my name, his voice laced with confusion. But I kept walking, each step heavier than the last. He reached out his hand, but it never touched me. He had no idea the distance he had just created.