I clutched my heart while chasing my deep breathing. I

aking ring button. I keep on pressing it, calling for my new butler but a few minutes h

htmare. My sleep should have been peaceful. If my memory is not playing tric

here! The only thing that was always there for me every time I needed someo

ng aking katawan at patagilid na humiga, nakabaluktot na. I was trying so hard not to make a sound

own. The only thing I could cope with that bad memory is to cry my eyes content that only lasts for just one night

nly to find out that I have no parents to go home to. Those days were one of the ones I didn't want to go back to. I don't

sarili. Basta nagising na lang ako kinabukasan na may namumugtong mga mata a

call my new butler but I held myself from doing so. Ano pa ang silbi ng paghingi ng tulong sa

r sister, the old lady I was with - dahil hindi naman ako nito paniniwalaan. She always said that "Don't fool me, young lady! Alam ko kung gaano mo kaayaw ang

suffering. That's why I hate having people around me

amahay ko. Kung kailangan kong gumawa ng bagay na ikakasakit nila physically ay gagawin ko, lu

muha ng tubig sa aking mini ref na 'di kalayuan sa akin, ngunit bago pa man ako maka

I can't walk anymore, it's just that I don't wanna walk anymore. Because what's the point

walk but I st

ini ref ko. Uhaw na uhaw na ako at wala na akong oras para iyakan ang aking pagiging miser

in ang bago kong butler. How dare he ca

hen he was about to

ng aking nararamdaman nang prente siyang humakbang patungo sa nakahandusay kong katawan. Na

ilthy hands to w

grily asked, "Or you're just too du

d, he tried again to touch me and for th

igh because of my bad treatm

re. This man is way too fast for me to even notice his moves. Marahan niya akong inilapag sa aking

ook one of the tumblers there. Wala na akong ibang nagawa kung hin

apin ko ba ito sa kanya ngunit sa huli ay ako lang din ang sumuko. I know that even if I let my pride reig

st time I'll accept help from

a ang tumbler na hindi man lang siya tinapunan ng tingin. Nang maramda

ng emosyon kong utos sa k

lang naramdaman ang kanyang pag-alis ay doon ko na siya tiningnan. Mas lalo lang na

ko, tangga

Pero hindi ako aal

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