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la'
by threatening a seventy year old
hands," I say as gently as possible while sliding
ersonally offended his entire
norts. "Then why do
oss says customers do not like when staff seem rude. Meanwhile the customer is curr
you a fresh
random muffin he already smudged. "And I wa
I do. I survive by staying small and quiet. I reach for
be two ni
ay being soft. I am twenty two but people often assume I am younger.
ns close. "If he comes back tomorrow, I
out regular cust
tch
ll. The display cases hum. The espresso machine spits and hisses. The bell over the door rings nonsto
I have been working doubles for three months. My feet hurt. My fingers cramp. I
ak to get out of bed. The bills stack on our kitchen counter until I
"Girl. Your phone
d calls from Clara. One me
back: I a
: Then hurry up. Dad i
ea
t g
d breathe through the
h the rush. I spill only one coffee, which
low. Restaurant signs glow. Someone shouts across the street. Chicago feels heavy at night. Cold ev
a thicker one. I should buy a lot of things. Instead, I keep giving every
and worn out. A cracked walkway. A porch light that flickers. A front
ep in, I know s
ks. Mostly both. I round the corner and see him leaning over the coffee table, red faced, sw
crolling her phone like t
ed, too sick to walk d
with glassy eyes
I say softly. "Is e
oward me. They scatter
hem. "Do you need he
to me like
t mean it
" he snaps. "You always
d better. I barely act anyt
hat hap
he couch shakes. "Y
x w
efore I even fin
ve. I do not cry. I stare at the wall behin
he says. "And you will do what
t saying that out loud would only make
ing her. She will do it." She turns to me with a fake
If it will help Elena
hs. "Goo
el s
is happening?" I ask, my v
ly, returning to her phone. "Dad
la
s. "That is what you are good at
ore than the slap
light flickers again-I have been meaning to c
nd strained. Even then, sh
ven sick, even dying, she looks at me with that familiar mix of resentment and contem
ter," I say, hold
offends her. "Clara
a was
serves to enjoy her life. You are ol
der than Clara. But I h
y gaze. "
d. Then she looks at me with something that might be sa
s. "What mistak
find out tomorrow. But know this, Isabell
The same threat h
y like I am a servant. "You look exh
r. As I walk away, I hear he
ollow me do
d in piles because my dresser broke last year and no one bothered to help me replace it. There is a wate
he tears come. Just a few. Quiet and f
hat mistake could be so
his will only make me tired at work tomorrow. I stare at the ceiling and w
hat I tel
m w
I hea
ca
ne. Slows to a st
my heart already
whispers, and for the first time all day, she s
ill half-drunk, fumbling with hi
dlights spill through the
der the streetlight. It looks like it costs more than our house. It's a sleek black car, shiny and expensiv
he front door. heavy raps on the door, the
the wood, calm and cold. "Fed
he color drains from his face s
ep b
arm. "Bella. Wh
ng. I work, I come home, I take care of p
am the problem. Like so
this time. The door
ance, Fe
lara grips the banister with white knuckles.
at me. His eyes are wild des
e whispers. "
drops to
ha
his is for you. The

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