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beep..
hell is th
t felt too still, too heavy, like
eyelids felt like someone had
und the edges. White ceiling. Blinking lights
spi
ft my arm, but something tugged at me-
was I
tuning in only to cut out again. There was a shadow in the corner o
ed behind my eyes
appened
athing beside me. Quiet and
the dread settle
I wasn't sure who wa
ce shaking terribly, betraying the amou
seated position on the cha
ips-full, flushed, dangerous
me out of my imaginatio
. That voice... It was soothing a
ething?" He asked, movi
ressed on my chest. I tried to shift back, to p
ou?" I ask
It felt as though he had expected something much bet
.. Who
lideshow-Michael? Arnold? Francesco? Alex? No
ut the sudden fear was unexpectedly replaced by his soft to
" A voice cam
e to see the doctor walk in, accompa
that is part of his sickness' symptoms." The doctor expl
ic
dded faster. I searched my me
k of his right hand on my forehead. "Prett
hat's my name
.. I'
sudden. My mind went blank
Lo
your eyes." The doctor said softly as his right
. What'
eyelids, though heavy, fluttered. My muscles tens
oice was a ragged whisper, ba
udded in my ears, louder now. I tried to lift my arm. It felt... disc
e word melted
g slipped
up... And, I co
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pen, greeted by the soft glow of
re a
no stranger at all. I jerked up immediately. I was in
g to my skin. Every breath felt borrowed, lik
once-back when we still had
hummed with lefto
l and I had been left alone to look out fo
asket in his hand. As soon as he laid his eyes on me, a smile spre
nan
pected me to call him first. He finally reached wh
electric unease his touch left behind. He wouldn'
here. I don't wan
e spending the night." Replying with his soft manly v
rid of the abnormal feeling. "Stop your
He replied,
, my voice low and sharp, like the
t possibly take care of her if you are not i
ight with emotion. "My mom's at home alone... and she
in my throat, fighting the hel
st so she can eat. If I stay here overnight, I will be burning th
"What kind of so
n't say out loud: That every second I spent lying in this bed felt like
s, lost your father, had no job, no one willing to help... and your mother was
wing with everything I
s hands stayed frozen by his sides, as if
ed on my casual clothes in silence. My phone w
on still clawe
even find wh

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