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m open. "don't give me that 'I fell in love with James McKenna' bullshit, I am not buying it." She plump

er grip. "Sweetheart, you know you have to a

he fuck is going on? You and James McKenna? Girl, I'd rather bel

nna." I said in a small voice,

true." She rolled her eyes when I raised my brows at he

t." I said

o the center of the bed and grabbed the

y bottom lip between my teeth. "It happened that he also fell

es stared at me, her eyes widened, jaw hitting the ground and

o was finding myself a bit difficult to come to terms with it but, I couldn't also tell her

sp, my face only bearing the sign of my truly hurt heart. I didn't mean to lie to her. Ife has been my best friend ev

he chip into the packet and rested her back against

nly I could tell her that I was lying, that James and I ar

s the situation was serious. I was lying to my best friend and

have any

e idea of relationships and marriages and though I might be

?" She nodded, "I also met James that night. It wasn't supposed to happen but somehow, I don't know how we started talking, then we shared a few drink

James are really a thing?" I bit my lower lip and slowly

u'd fell betrayed that after saving 'fuck love'

ad gently and I glared at her. "I have nothin

me that 'he's way o

u. You're just twenty-t

three." I whi

packet of chips, munching on them slowly as we embraced t

" She nodded a small smile

st I'm w

queezed. "You don't have to be

" She

ded us; me with the fact that I just lied to my best friend and Ife, a new disc

about her cooking classes but she brushed the topic off immediately I brought it up. I had a hunch she was hidin

omising to call her soon. Once she was gone, I went to Keith and had dinner wit

ht. A few minutes later, I was done and ready for bed in my pyjamas. I plopped down on my bed, ti

e table to see the card James gave me in the morning star

. It was a very thin card with a dark background and subtle shades

, it wasn't very surpris

here I plugged it to charge, punched

ey, D

down on the bed with my stomach facing the ceiling and