e is tempting un
o the rearview mirror
l over his face. One hand on the steering wheel,
at car following us?" I nod towa
, why would anyone be following us?
fun
ahead and see if they follow." He pi
follow. It keeps
ry about. Are you sure you're okay, Camil? I t
r not?" I ask, still
s hands in surrender. "Since
we keep driving. The rest
very famous Italian restau
ing his seat belt and walking
car and extends an arm.
I love" I take a snif
my baby girl" he shuts the door
to the
tely hit with the unmist
e open window. Mike pulls a
es off you. You loo
t smile. "Well, thank you, Mike
irk. "We'd have beautif
kfully saved by the arrival of the waitress. She hand
to. Mike chooses a margherita. In the background, a soft acoustic melody d
first, warm, creamy, rich. I take my first bite and paus
them, Mike
"This is so good. You reall
still watching me. "No
. "Seriously?
Parmesan they use. Do
whole lot I don't
"The same could b
e. Not awkward
ing his voice. "So, I'm curious. How did you land a job
f my mouth with a nap
moment I was sending out my résumé, and the next thing
ead. "Happened
't re
shifts the topic. "How's
ing better. I cou
l. And how about you? Wh
ply, reaching for my glass. "Bu
he rim of his wine glass. "You kn
ches sligh
e of his glass. "Don't worry. I don't believe them. I
here's something cautious about
y voice is quiet, but
learly regretting bringing it up.
across the table. His
u ever need anything, help, money,
hand bac
and smile
subject?" I say fee
for you, b
r a moment, unsur
he way he said it, those rumors, the offer of money, it makes me
n't need
im. Not fr
Maybe I'm overthinking. Maybe I'm just too sensitive. B
He dressed up. Took me to a place he probably had to Google. Held the door. Complimented me. But
exhau
be it's because his kindness feels like pity. Or maybe it's because I'm
is wrong
ue. Mike is still talking, something about a weekend trip he once took
on what he
ring what h
her I'm truly safe in
ready talking... how muc
, rambling on, still
ing of guilt fo
d on his arm. His words stop mid-s
, Mike," I
ts slightly.
ughtful. For being here." I of
n. Like he's relieved. Like mayb
mine and gives it a li
moment longer before
ing. But still... It'
't give him w
the table next to us who kept staring like he'd never seen two people eat before. I'm not even sure when we l
ze we're parked at my patio. He
t in a while," I say, tur
No, thank you... for looking
mean it. It was a compliment, and f
sil
rtable. Jus
y, eyes lingering
wly, he
ath ca
ying to
etween us, blinking fast like I didn't
er si
h
one r