g pain, and even more pain seeing Valerian so hurt. I thought that was the worst pain I

s I supposed to

ke what I had felt back th

r, I only vaguely felt my knees hit the ground bel

? Sui

and beautiful, and even when things didn't go his way, he ne

iving. He had been excited to tell me about all the cute Alphas there, and he had e

They had to be lying. This had to be some sor

, but all of my calls were ignored. My vision became blurry with tears, till I could barely see what

rry my bag, I turned, abandoning whatever cleaning I had to

d to see my brother hale and hearty. I needed to know that this was a cruel j

dead. He can't just die like that. He is an alpha. I have seen Alphas heal from wolfsbane. I have seen Alphas heal from everything. Hell

aving hard. Suddenly, the sound of a siren reached my ears, and I froze i

ce from home, as the ambulance

ulance, and there, on a stretcher, was Valerian. He w

what I needed to keep me standing, and I found myself fal

then slowly knocked on it. Of course, there

through me like hot wax. This wax just happened to

up, but I ended up falling back in the dirt, my fac

w? How does he want me to move on? He had been the one to supp

ice say, and then two

elf away from him and ran towards my brother. He

e joking, right? You are doing this just so you

a'a

in, my heart thu

rding to the school rules, we will take care of

rother?" I asked,

ld rather be sick all day than swallow pills or take an injection

"We have his suicide letter and the statemen

t person?

ted anonymity. He

f this man, I just need answers! My brother would ne

y. Please sign these papers, and you c

s now. A bunch of signed papers, and he is carted away fore

seen him so still. He was always hyper, always trying to annoy m

done that. No way he wouldn't think of me. He always thou

sign th

ted it and the black pen he had given me. I

do it. Why would someone want to kill my brother? Why wo

u coming

I can't just accept that Valerian... that Valerian would commit suicide. That he woul

ere

, who they wheeled back inside. He looked so real.

, then reached for his hand. Fuck, he

rs blurring my vision again, my body shaking with the real

ows furrowed. Right underneath my brother's hand that I

lery. My brows furrowed as I slowly opened the chain, and hanging from it