an to quit.
quiet. Strange how some of the biggest shifts in y
ee. I stared at the charts on my screen - sales projections, brand expansion,
I stood up mid-meeting, turned off my camera, closed the laptop, and placed it gently in i
t cry.
or six hours straight. Didn't eat. Didn't move. My body wasn't mine
y. My thumb hovered over the contact list before lan
s and cram for finals in the library. After graduation, we drifted. I followed her vaguely online.
"anyone want to sublet?" story I nev
saged
or that trip soon? I might nee
faster tha
actually need someon
Ve
ne keep the place warm than leave it empty. I'll sen
y flight t
to myself right away, but she said her flight got pushed back by a day. When I knocked, sh
been a bit all over the
eilings, everything minimalist but expensive-looking. There was barely a
nted the lease for you. Just need your signature. Noth
hick. I flipped a few pages and frowned at the tiny
ncing at the clock. "I just... really need to make it to Schiph
of her coat pocket
formalitie
maybe the exhaustion, maybe the need to just move on already - p
oked r
ick hug. "Keep the place tidy. Water the ferns once a week. There's
to the door, gave me o
like
like I had stepped in
d slowly. Walked through the apartment room by room. Everyt
nket that smelled faintly like cinnamon and something unfamiliar. I sat there on the third day and
in indie fiction. I reviewed manuscripts, wrote feedback, corrected clumsy dialogue. It was
t busy. There was a canal two blocks away with a path that wound through the tree
s a rout
Walk. Edit. Eat
while, i
mes. My brother. Younger, but
keeps asking if you've eaten
the street. A blurry croissant. He sent
I left. Or how I was doing, really.
en thre
. But I've started n
's a tall shelf in the hallway - full of untouched books, perfectly spaced. The first tim
llway shelf. It's heavy an
oddly
t it
something we
when a man turned as I passed. Nothing dramatic. Just
t recog
that linger. Strangers holding eye contact too long. A barista
I remind them of someone. M
s a tight feeli
f this move
nce, quiet, routine - al
eets I didn't buy, in a room that still smells like Jade's laundry deterg
elf glancing toward t
ething's
ned the lease too quickly. Tha
too fast when I h