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have been forced into this marriage. It's

ow why I'm the way I am, why I stopped talking, why I don't want to speak to anyone. It's true that it's psychol

have married me, even if they forced her. I know she'll try to ask questi

t let myself get hurt again. Every time I've been hurt, it was really bad. At the same time, I'm te

my fiancée. I killed her brutally. I

fat

left me speechless after that. Maybe because I don't want to t

grandfather. Even though he saw his own son murdered, he never blamed me. He

father, even if he hurt me in love. That's my problem-I don't know

s his pack. That's why I'm both a killer and the head of th

anyone. She's never had any kind of sexual, physical, or even romantic relatio

in two days-but what really broke me, what traumatized me and made me unable to speak, was remembering myself as I slaughtered him,

my time in the shower. I let the cold water ru

sn't a virgin, I wouldn't have done anything to her-I didn't love her, I didn't even know her. But what I was scared of was how I'd b

iolence-physical or sexual-in bed, it wouldn't have mattered. I'm an Alpha after all. B

uld still laugh. I mean, who tries to kill themselves by jumping from the second

I liked that about her. There's som

e for me to g

ed. I don't know why, but I felt she was in my bed. Maybe she

I sat down. Suddenly, she lifted the bla

her

she a

e room as you. I hope I'm not bothering y

he notebook and pen I always ke

did you sleep next to before? Have you ever had a relatio

r head and h

lls. I have a lot of toys. They always slept with me. And my bed in that room was

ly because she knows I'm rich and have billions.* But then I thought, *What's

with you to buy anything you want. Whate

p on the bed, excited

s to be all pink-with some orange. Actually, you know what? Come wi

hile I was still standing. My robe fell open, and I felt myself get hard. Her eyes widen

ationship before. The feeling was strange, but wonderful. I was so scared I'd hurt her, l

I knew, I was tearing off all her clothes-her pajamas, her underwear, her pants-my hand

y. I'm a

't think about anything else. It was as if I'd loved her for a long tim