ed with tension. I could not enjoy the d

with me. It was okay for him to go on front covers of magazines

u being mad when we have two hours toget

hen focused back on the roa

was even going to the Resor

me more. One thing about Drew wa

hich just made the regret a bit too much to ignore. "I'm not willing to s

d to glare at me. "Seriously, Le

're just being ridiculous right now.

s for meeting up with your little boyfr

sh he was my boyfriend, he isn't," I said,

in the same space with Drew for a long time. He got

ave. He'd rather deflect by either getting angry and then giv

t blind him. Drew was a difficult person to communic

ooked us the same room. Of course he had to

at his pitiful form on the makeshift bed on the floor. He was facing a

uy, so might as well be with hi

ing in bed. I covered myself up to my chin, really wishin

t feeling like I was erasing all my progress. We'll be sharing a be

ut when it did, I heard Drew mumble som

sked, his voice muffled because he c

again?" If we had the conversation, we either ended up arguing or Drew deflecting because when I started with the real reason we were here now, h

cky. Just come home, please. Let's just end this and go back t

there was a going back to go to. Too much has happened during the two years that needed to be worked through. Like both of

ll love me?

ick. I didn't want him doubting my lo

in love with me

lie to him. "I love you," I en

en thought he was sleeping until he curse

ed. "Fuck you, Leon. Fuck you!" he sa

and wore them. He put on his shoes after, cursing

top him from leaving. "Where a

d me aside. He took me by surprise, hence I stumbled. He

held us both back. Divorces could get messy, and right now I can't go through that. It would have been bet

ings out. We really needed a mediator. If there's no one present, I'm afraid that Drew and I would not address our issues.