ed with tension. I could not enjoy the d
with me. It was okay for him to go on front covers of magazines
u being mad when we have two hours toget
hen focused back on the roa
was even going to the Resor
me more. One thing about Drew wa
hich just made the regret a bit too much to ignore. "I'm not willing to s
d to glare at me. "Seriously, Le
're just being ridiculous right now.
s for meeting up with your little boyfr
sh he was my boyfriend, he isn't," I said,
in the same space with Drew for a long time. He got
ave. He'd rather deflect by either getting angry and then giv
t blind him. Drew was a difficult person to communic
ooked us the same room. Of course he had to
at his pitiful form on the makeshift bed on the floor. He was facing a
uy, so might as well be with hi
ing in bed. I covered myself up to my chin, really wishin
t feeling like I was erasing all my progress. We'll be sharing a be
ut when it did, I heard Drew mumble som
sked, his voice muffled because he c
again?" If we had the conversation, we either ended up arguing or Drew deflecting because when I started with the real reason we were here now, h
cky. Just come home, please. Let's just end this and go back t
there was a going back to go to. Too much has happened during the two years that needed to be worked through. Like both of
ll love me?
ick. I didn't want him doubting my lo
in love with me
lie to him. "I love you," I en
en thought he was sleeping until he curse
ed. "Fuck you, Leon. Fuck you!" he sa
and wore them. He put on his shoes after, cursing
top him from leaving. "Where a
d me aside. He took me by surprise, hence I stumbled. He
held us both back. Divorces could get messy, and right now I can't go through that. It would have been bet
ings out. We really needed a mediator. If there's no one present, I'm afraid that Drew and I would not address our issues.