k with the scent of expensiv
nt to ten years of marriage, but the party fel
ght was a story, a life, and I felt as distant from them as I did from the people in my own living room. I had designed this
was
rse, h
led easily. I felt like a ghost in my own home, my presence acknowledged with polite, dismissive smiles. I had sacrifi
and a wave of noise and energ
e an entrance. His voice, charismatic
p a mentorship session. You know how impor
no older than twenty, with wide, naive eyes and a nervous smile. This was Chl
n the small of her back. He didn't even look at me. H
he announced. "An incredible talent
e leaned down and whispered something in her ear, and she giggled. It was a
hten in my stomach. Th
his gaze as if my very presence was an inconvenien
rink, will you? She'
r a coffee. It was not a request. It was a comma
hat crept up my neck. My hands trembled. For a mome
stiff. I could feel their eyes on me. I poured a glass of champ
nd handed the g
you go,
flat, devoi
g my eyes. "Thank y
re of ownership. "See? Ava takes care of ever
ience, leaving me standin
iness partners. They were talking about IPOs and mar
er suit, turned to me. "So, Ava, what is it you
itect," I said
asked, one ey
he words tasting like ash in my mouth. It was the story I had t
that' s... sweet. It' s so importan
lic from a past life, a homemaker in a room full of empire builders. My degree, my talent, it all mea
scape, his voice low and intimate. I knew this routine. I had seen him do it with Sarah, with Jessica, with Emily. A ne
the permanent, silent fixture in the background of his
t, I began to clear the empty glasses, the silence
ming to himself. He loosened his tie
t it? Made some impo
e didn't mention my feelings. He did
ooked at him. The man I had loved was gone, replaced b
le where I' d left them hours ago, hidden beneath a maga
to him and h
nniversar
bold letters on the top
short, cruel b
matic, Ava. You do
look at them, and tossed them onto the counter, where
id, gesturing to the mes
of our life. The city lights outside seemed to mock me, a mi
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