ed on their eig
as just another reminder of their parents' absence. There was no party, no cake, n
imits and a typed note from an assistant: "Happy
her. Not even
ace a blank mask. Then she turned and walked out of the room wit
water, and then just stood there, staring at nothing. The bad-boy facade was gone. He just looked like a sad,
s the vulnerability that Jennifer and Andrew would have exploited, whisperin
t let tha
p breath and
nd-of-the-world scream. I cried until my face was blotchy and m
d. The silence from their rooms wa
appeared in the kitchen doorway, h
ing, reaching my
, her eyes red and swollen.
ng!" Etha
between them as wide as ever. My crying was the only sound, a
moment, sniffling against his shoulder. But it wasn't eno
o bring th
Nicole. I pointed a chubby finge
Nicole asked, her vo
u?" Ethan said, s
r. Now they were standing side-by-side,
had their fu
ole's, and then I did something I'd been practicing in my head
e a clumsy, babyish imita
e tension in the room didn
was a laugh, wet with tears. Then Ethan starte
" Nicole started,
d, a genuine, unguarded smil
parents' neglect was still there, but for a moment, it was overshadowed by t
d touched my cheek. "
Nic," he replie
or thinking about their absent parents. T
my room with a small, awkwardly
etly. "One with a camera. So we ca
him through my eyelashes. He stood ther
y," he whispered, before t
ew were meant to exploit were slowly being filled. They tho