Ethan' s dismissal of me
with those fake te
an. Prove she
sh whine, but her eyes
an his words. She
y bag, my kn
resignation letter, yes, b
nters, sustainable housin
gaze flick
ile touche
tle love notes for Ethan? More p
, she snatched the b
led onto the expe
rawings, my notes, scat
etter lay starkly white agai
a small library for a low-income neighborhood. "How
Ethan to see, her
d, his face a mas
h," he said, but there w
r eyes flashing. "Or do you secret
etch flutter f
, she reached for a nearby
trical gasp of "Oo
air, splashing across my white blo
paper, bleeding into my intricate li
My future
sound e
pped forward, not to help m
rs, then at my stained blouse, hi
Mia," he said,
hen ge
t a wad of cash, and tossed a few hun
e dry c
ar, a final, conte
red into a mill
breathe. Cou
ed and
to the waiting elevator,
opened onto the sil
t, tears blur
, a flicker of somethin
, into the sudden, sheeting
to my face, soaked through my rui
y hammer, pounding
rs of my life, my hear
umbia – charming, brill
intensity, my different per
oo, of course. Rich,
ed me, a seemin
e, flattered b
foil, a less shiny object
ella, and I, fool that
ffered advice, all while secret
eft him for a European adven
ad been
became his assistant, hi
e, his work, with
nk and despairing, h
as need, a desperate
t. But I
eginning of ou
et, my hope
rs, it had be
when Isabella was awa
ed, and just like th
to her without a
inally written the
downpour, my professional dreams stained red, his car
d always know
ed in my mind, a cruel confi
r sale. My dignity
ashing away my tears, or
get away.