e ye
re ate Mark, my Mark, and spat out
, a little boy who only knew his firefighter da
fee and fried food clinging to me, just to keep our
ere kind, always there with a plat
constant plea, "Olivia
life, his memory was all
the scent of him long gone, replaced by the fai
anniversary,
s felt heavier on thi
op by the Henderso
idn't need to see his gra
riveway, the familiar oak tree in th
ajar, I could hear voices fr
er, "It was David who had the gamblin
the doorknob. D
er, strained, a voice I
d to do! For Sar
wasn't David's voice. David
was
Mark, to escape those loan sharks and 'protect' Sarah, but what about
a
iv
M
d to vanish, the world til
efighter, didn't die. He
own son bel
rieve, for
e strugg
mourned, had orchestrated
yself on the doorframe, my b
ro. My
s a f
y, my sacrifice, al
e memory I cherished, it wa
sea hit me, b
from the door,
ing, I just ran, away from t
ucted world I lived
mbling for my phone, my hands sha
. I needed
g, her voice calm, "Olivia, hone
down my face,
know Captain Miller? The one
dear. Captain J
asting like ash and newfound, bitter free
alty, my unwavering d
s all
rah, and her unborn child. He chose
hem over m
us mourn a ghost, while he lived a n
hing, a vise around my ch
ain, a cold, hard
hero. He was a c
d three years o