n you're wasting these tears for isn't worth it a bit." My best friend, Amelia, tried to con

ly's house to implore them to help me beg Sebastian to take me back. But instead of helping me, they abused me and kicked me out, with Vanya, Sebastian's mother, bitterly stating th

to me. Vanya always displayed her feelings of resentment towards me whenever Sebastian was on a busy trip. She maltreated me and had also threatened to harm me countless times because I was barren. She deemed me as a 'good for nothing' housewife

d for me, but I just didn't imagine the time I needed them the most, th

ter, Kristine." Amelia reminded me,

ng about in the living room. She suddenly halted, turnin

mood to step out. I was tired and in my feelings even tho

my head without sparing

She already knew that that would be my

on. I know Seb already has, so why can't you? It's his loss, not yours. I implore yo

I was still suffering from the sudden detachment and maybe the delusion that all that had transpired the two past two weeks was just a horrible nightmare and it would all be over soon if I was patient eno

my thoughts once more. She stood before t

didn't want to see the disa

thing since the divorce. All you do is cry all day. You're getting pale and sickly and I don't like that. Come on, girl.

rt-lived when the news on TV caught our attention. I instantly darted

ver been heartbroken before like I was at that point, when he mentioned the name of my ex-husband, al

tears left in me, considering how I've been sobbing non-stop for the past two weeks. But after absorbing the news, I wept like I hadn't before. I

regret exuding from her as she sat beside me; she wished I hadn't married a man like Sebas

be fine," she consoled, patting my back w

*

online," Amelia said enthusiastically as she placed

ut it that made me feel nauseous. However, I tried my best to conceal those feelings as I didn't want to hurt Amelia. She was

nce the announcement on the news that Sebastian was getting married to his mistress. They had deemed our previous union to be a failed marriage and I couldn't really bla

at." Amelia jolted me from her

, I nodded subtly before

when a wave of nausea hit me. It hit me so

ia was already getting upset. I shook my head. "I don't know

blue orbs. "You've been saying that for the past

I'm just not in the mood to..." I wasn't able to finish

ound myself holding onto the seat of the toilet with Amelia patting my back t

hat bad, I'm sorry." She said, her voice laden with

was unusual. Or was it? I had been experiencing occasional bouts of illness for the past week but I

ed throwing up into the toilet once m

irror. I looked so pale, sickly, and somewhat fat. It was as if I had gained weight an

a's eyes scrutinized me

"Are you okay? Do you

I don't understand what's

She said and I affirmed with a nod

*

too weak to even maintain my composure. My heart was broken and all I thought about was Sebastian. I wondered wha

re," Amelia whispered, divo

ted my gaze to see the doctor walking in. She

t in the opposite chair,

he handed me the paperwork. But I wasn't prepared for

s Devereaux, you are