Y

nk this would h

you went ahead to develop it," Zara was annoyed I knew. " So what

become a lot nicer to me. He was more considerate of my feelings and opinions and would even let me throw tantrums - it was as though we were dating but I on

completely shattered inside. Still, I was happy to see that he wasn't interested in his fiancee and kept hoping that he would realize that

I should tell him? If I tell him and he accepts it, couldn't that lead t

word I've been saying?" She yelled at me. It wa

id y

she snapped. " He treats you like his boy toy and here you are

" I sniffled. " He's not as ba

et's do this since you don't seem to listen to me. I want you to tell Amil how you really feel and ask him if he feels the same. If

k him directly. I was nervous and worried enough to tu

out with Skylar in the living room. It felt like the entire house was spinning and I felt tears gather

tood up to meet me. " We haven't done it in four days now due to wor

e she's here?" I muttered wi

enjoy sex with any other person. I don't plan on

" Skylar

I don't even love you, it's simply an arranged marriage

od up in anger. " I'll tell my father to call i

we were saying, how about we do it now since she has

you something, Amil,

so we can get down to busine

for me?" I wasn't going

Wha

and I want to know if you feel the s

about? You're joking right?" He laughed.

er I chose not to answer him. " Did you really convince yourself

at his words. I clenched my fist and bit

e usually get attached to those who took their first times," he sighe

?" I wanted to desperate

e any romantic feeling towards you not even in the slightest. We're simply sex partners and I think I made t

mumbled between sobs. " I want

He seemed surprised an

you need a reason then just know I can't keep worki

dn't fulfill your delusions of bein

business not yours," I pointed fingers. " I hope we never meet again," I said as I

Lyr

know what I might do if you don't

hasn't worked out for me but this was the first time I had felt this wrecked b

o bad, I never would have fallen in